I was a stress relief toy in college [real]
Picture this, Im in college, 21 years old, not social at all, only 1 'actual' friend and hes going to a different college on the other side of the country. Never had a girlfriend, never even kissed to begin with. Most of the time I spent behind my computer playing games and chilling with some 'online' friends on discord ect...
I basically started this femboy/cd thing in lockdown as a JOKE, ordering thigh high socks, fishnets and chokers, eventually tried shaving, loved the feeling of smooth skin, started taking pics and posting to 4chan and reddit, started getting some freaky captions and texts in my dm's and it slowly worked on my mind. Next thing I know, I ordered a dildo, looked at guides on how to clean ect... Loved the feeling of riding dildos so it got to the point where I struggled getting hard without a dildo in my ass lol.
And when dildos couldn't satisfy me I turned to hook up sites and started looking for the real thing, got an insane amount of messages but almost nobody was serious enough to actually meet up. Well until a guy started typing how badly he needs a hole to fuck so he can relief some work stress. Not gonna lie it sounded hot as fuck and he looked normal enough and not like a serial killer in his 50-60s, so I gave it a shot.
He gave me his location and I went to his place that same night. He opened the door, pulled me in, pointed me to the bathroom and told me not to come out until im fully ready. So I went in, got some fancy new lingerie from amazon (lol), trusty old pair of black stilettos and black stockings, wig and the most basic make up.
Opened the bathroom door, he looked at me, says 'oh fuck come here', I almost trip trying to walk to him and hes already grabbing my ass and kissing me up and down. That was probably the first time in a long time that I got hard without touching myself first. He started stroking me slowly while kissing and I could feel my legs shaking already. He grabs my shoulders, forces me to crouch and pulls down his pants. Bam, his dick right on my forehead lol. I start sucking it and its kinda freaking me out how fast its going. Before I know it, hes flipping me around and lubing up my ass.
It goes in and all i felt was pure bliss. First few thrusts he was gentle and then he flipped his switch. Grabbed me by the shoulder while in doggy and started fucking me rough like we were dogs let loose. He was stretching me out so good and I couldn't tell if it was pain or pleasure. He was all over me.
Wasn't long until he completely laid down on top of me and fucking me pronebone. There I was, laying on my stomach while this guy was pumping his stress away into my hole lol. I had a moment of realization and for some reason I didn't care. I legit got fucked in the ass before I fucked a girl and I didn't care about it. Aaaand he came. He shot his load on my back, smacked my ass a couple of times until it turned red and told me that its the best pussy hes had in a while.
I laid there next to the used condom and kept thinking about what happened. It probably helped that I didn't cum so I didn't hit the 'post nut clarity' vibe. He allowed me to shower at his place so I cleaned myself there and went back home. He already left me a few texts saying we need to meet again and we did. We repeated this probably like 15 times before he ended up getting a 'girl friend' and he threw me to the side :(
All that was going on while I was just that loner shy guy in my college class. lol.