u/UnhingedNympho

I don't know what it is about this week that has me missing my wild days. But it's insane how much I'm replaying old memories.

I miss having a handful of FWBs to call up for a good time. I miss feeling free to go anywhere and fuck anyone I wanted to. I miss not having to care if someone came in me or not - and on that note in general, I miss being able to let whoever I wanted pump me full of their release.

I miss being shared between a group of friends, passed around and used for their pleasure while getting so much of my own.

I miss going for drives just so we could pull over and I could get fucked on the hood of the car, screaming for all the world to hear.

I miss hook ups in my backseat.

I miss exploring and diving deeper into my "dark side".

Fuuuuuck I just miss it.

I'm craving attention in all the ways that should make me a bit ashamed as a woman. I'm needy and achy and desperate for someone to pin me down and put me in my place as a greedy cum whore. Maybe you want to train me into the perfect cum dump slave for you to use to your heart's content. Or maybe you want to share me with all your friends.

I'm a BBW type and I know that's not everyone's cup of tea, and that's alright. But if you're good with more to hold onto as you pound into me and fill me up, my inbox is open for chats. If things progress well we can move from here but for now just looking for chats here 😉

I'm extra needy today and I can't stop thinking about the first time I felt this way and gave into the urges. I was in what I call my hoe phase where I was trying all the things and just constantly wanting more.

This particular day, I woke up soooooo needy. I'd had one of my FWB's stay the night the night before so I woke him up with my mouth and then he gave me a nice, hard quickie before having to leave for work.

But I was nowhere near satisfied.

So I got a hold of another FWB and asked if he was open that day. He said he was and asked what I was craving. I told him "Idk, everything. I just want to be constantly filled right now." He offered to bring a friend and I immediately agreed.

They showed up around noon and FWB holds me down and tells his friend to choose a hole and use me however he'd like. Friend did not hesitate. He slid into my core and took his time using me, FWB praising and degrading me as he did.

I loooooooved it.

Friend used me hard and slow until he pulled out and covered me with his load.

Then it was FWB's turn. Though he had no problem with sloppy seconds, he wanted to use my backup hole and I had absolutely no obligations. FWB was older and that man had tricksssss. He started fucking me while he scooped his friend's left overs with his fingers and pushed it into my core, essentially using his friend's release as lube to finger me. He pumped his fingers in me while plunging into me until I was squirting all over.

They left me covered and filled.

I should have been satisfied. But as I showered and cleaned up, I still craved more. I got a hold of FWB from the morning and asked if he could come back that night for another round. He teased me about being insatiable and when I said that was exactly how I felt, he offered to bring a friend. Laughing at myself for being willing to have two threesomes in one day, I agreed. And waited...

Okay I really tried to wait for FWB and his mystery guest, but they weren't able to come until 9 pm and I was aching for more.

So I went to the good ol web and found a guy willing to hook up around 5 pm. Dude came over straight from work, covered in grease from the car shop he worked at and it sent me absolutely feral.

We didn't even make it to my bedroom. My roommate was at work and she worked swing shift, so I knew we wouldn't be interrupted. I let that man grab me and bend me over my couch as soon as the door shut behind him. As a stranger, he did have to use protectjon, but he took it off to cover me with a backshot.

After he left, I cleaned up again. I anxiously waited for FWB to arrive that night. When he and his friend showed up, FWB stripped me down in the living room. He sat on one end of the couch and instructed me to use my mouth on him while his friend used me.

His friend was a little nervous. He fumbled to start, and FWB had to assist in playing with me and making me wet for his friend. Once his friend was inside me though...oh my gaaaaaawd they were not gentle. FWB held me tight, making me gag on him multiple times and laughing when it'd make his friend moan because I clenched with each gag. They talked about me but not to me, using me as a shared toy between them. FWB told his friend to fill me up, and his friend happily obliged.

As soon as his friend finished unloading in me, they switched spots. I'm not usually a "clean up" girlie. But when FWB ordered me to clean his friends while he reclaimed me?? I was all too eager to do so.

FWB knew how I liked it. He knew how to talk to me, rather it praise or degrading. He knew how I liked to be grabbed. Knew how much I love my depths to be pounded against. And he gave all of it to me, all while I cleaned up his friend.

When they were done, FWB took his friend home for the night. But he came back a little while later and he gave me one last round before bedtime.

One day, 6 different times of being used and I loooooooved it. Sometimes, like today, I wish I could have fun times like that again. And sometimes I still consider it. My hubs is good with sharing, however it may look, so it's not like it's not possible. But something still holds me back.