29M My first time ever admitting that I've secretly been sexually fixated on my str8 cousin for 15 years. Wanna chat?
So I have a particular distant cousin whom I've been sexually fixated on for many years now. He was born in another state and moved to my state, where he still resides, when I was 16 and he was 19. He is very straight, but very open-minded and absolutely not hateful toward gays in the slightest, as he was raised by his openly gay grandfather. He comes from the west coast and is an absolutely sexy dude. Very tall, very slim build, but not athletic. Slightly the skater type. As soon as I met him, I had immediately begun fantasizing to myself about all kinds of naughty adventures I wished I could have with him. Things that would never happen, because he's very straight and has always had a GF. Fast forward years later, he's now married and is a dad of two. Being a dad lowkey makes him a little bit hotter imo lol. I've always been extremely curious about what his dick and balls look like and would love to see. But he's definitely the more reserved type and is also very straight. It's not something that would go over smooth without massive awkwardness if I straight up asked him to see his junk. The most I got was a tease, had a party, when his wife got really drunk and started telling everyone that he's about 8 in and is uncut. That's unfortunately all I know. And it's definitely enough to make me think of all kinds of naughty fantasies. Anyone ever been in a similar situation and want to chat about it?