[tf4m] - Daddy issues and gender affirmation.
I am unsure of how it started, I just recall chatting to older men. These men making me feel affirmed in my identity. Feeling great about who I am. Eventually I started dressing and acting more feminine, accepting my identity as a trans woman. My main outlet of my identity remaining these men that I kept texting. Kept sending my nudes and lingerie images too. I knew that my parents would never accept my identity, but these men I kept talking to where accepting my identity, eventually realizing where my future was, no where near my actual family. My future was to find a Daddy, someone who understood the reality of my life. My daddy, a man that fully understood my feminine identity. A man that understood my need to feel feminine. A man that truly understood what I felt and what I needed, to feel like the woman I desperately felt I was. A man who truly understood who I am. How I desperately need to please Daddy, a man that would be there where my father was. A man that would re-enforce my entire life. A man that would use my weakness and turn me into the best girl for him. And man that would understand, that all I want is to be the best girl for him.