At what point is this not a kink, and just who i am?
(M29)Since I was in high school, I have always been addicted to porn. Early on i was into femdom things and pegging. Eventually that led me to some of the early ts seduction videos on kink with Eva Lynn. Since then I have been into a bunch of different things but I always come back to femdom and trans girls. Over the last year or two I have been really turned on by chastity and the keyholder dynamic. But that has turned into some sissy things and forced feminization.
I purchased plugs, a dildo, a strapon and a chastity cage. I really enjoyed playing with the dildo while caged. Its hard to believe how much pre-cum that I leaked. I even wear panties while I am caged and that alone makes me leak. But after my play sessions, I dont think about any of that stuff until I get a trigger.
I can't tell if I want to be controlled and pegged by a Dom, or feminized. Or if I am just a sissy in denial. I dont find myself attracted to masculinity, but i just dont know what to think. If anyone has experiences or recommendations like mine, please let me know.