My dom said if I post what I did yesterday and this morning, he might let me edge today. I broke a lot of rules yesterday.😭 I got drunk and was horny and one of my rules is that I normally have to ask to touch and ask to to cum. And if he says yes, I have to be plugged and collared. Yesterday he was so sweet and waived those rules because I was drunk. But I still decided to be a total brat and very disrespectful. I told him he couldn’t make me stand in the corner as punishment and I would gave cum even if he said no. I think I was craving punishment. I asked for a new rule that every time I cum, even with permission, I will be punished next time he sees me. And I have to write them down, including why I thought I deserved to cum. The reasoning is of course that good girls don’t cum. So if I cum, even when approved, I know I deserve to get punished (spanking usually, but other punishments at his discretion).
The new rule made me so horny I wanted to be defiant so I could get punished more. I got so sassy and even said “fuck you” and that I would do what I wanted. I told him I knew I was being bad and I didn’t care. I was so bad guys 😭😭. And at that point he took away my permission to cum because he was understandably so angry with my behavior. I even refused to put on my collar. I should know better. But the worst part is that I couldn’t cum knowing I wasn’t allowed even though I was actively trying to break that rule and cum😳. I guess that training is working.
So I went to sleep, but this morning I took an edible and woke up so horny and wet. He was still asleep and I was a bad girl and masturbated more. And this time I did cum (after one ruin). It was so good but I had to confess to my dom and I’m in even more trouble. I’m getting 50 spankings next week and he won’t fuck my pussy and maybe not even my ass until he thinks I have learned my lesson 😭😭. I also have to eat and drink out of bowls on the ground and do 5 minutes of corner time. There may be more punishment too I don’t know about yet. But I’m going to take it like a good girl because I know I deserve it and it knows what is best for me ☺️😳.