[F4A] What desperation does to a woman
His text was simple. “My place. One hour.”
She arrived in forty minutes, wearing something that unzipped in one motion. She understood the assignment, that his offer was gracious and transient.
He didn't offer her a drink. Didn't pretend this was about connection. Just made it clear what this was: her, finally debased enough that using her was more interesting than watching her degrade herself trying.
When he pushed her to her knees, she went without hesitation. When he told her to open wider, she did. When he stuffed her panties in her mouth to keep her quiet and bent her over the arm of his couch, she spread her legs and took it. Every thrust reminded her what she was to him — convenient. Available. Her pleasure was so irrelevant he didn't bother checking if she came.
She did anyway. Couldn't help herself. Squirted all over his expensive couch, his thighs, the hardwood floor. He didn't slow down. Just kept using her until he finished, pulled out, and told her where the bathroom was.
She cleaned up. Got dressed. Left without him asking her to stay, because they both knew he wasn't going to.
Three weeks later he texted her again. She was there in twenty minutes.
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Some men liked to watch sports. Others liked to nerd out over movies. Marcus enjoyed playing women.
It started out innocent enough.
The Cratta deal closed on a Tuesday. By Wednesday morning, Marcus had three interview requests from Bloomberg, an acquisition offer from McKinsey, and Sophie Chen standing outside his office with coffee she'd bought from the place he mentioned once in a strategy meeting four months ago. She remembered. Of course she remembered. That's what women did when they wanted something from you — they catalogued your preferences like they were studying for an exam.
He thanked her. Didn't invite her in. She hovered for a moment, clearly expecting more, then walked back to her desk with that forced smile people wear when they're pretending rejection doesn't sting.
Sophie was competent, sure. Smart enough to have made it onto the corporate strategy team at twenty-six, pretty in that approachable way that photographed well at company events. She was attractive the way a nice restaurant was attractive — pleasant, professional, ultimately forgettable. Not good enough to indulge in, but a lot of fun to toy with.
She didn't seem to know that. Or worse, she did know, and thought she could compensate through effort.
Vivian Baker knew better. Or thought she did.
She'd styled his apartment six months ago — an interior stylist who worked with developers and architects, the kind of clients who had money but not taste. Her job ran on referrals and reputation, on being invited to the right dinners and remembered by the right people. Marcus was exactly the kind of connection that could make a career. She'd read his preferences before he'd articulated them, sourced pieces he didn't know he wanted, and by the final walkthrough she'd given him her number. Professional reasons, she'd said. He'd called her for unprofessional ones.
Where Sophie recalibrated her entire presentation for an audience of one, Vivian arrived pre-calibrated. She dressed slightly above her salary because her clients expected it, moved through rooms full of money like she belonged there, and fucked like a woman who expected to be remembered. She thought of herself as his equal — or close enough.
Marcus let her think that.
The first few attempts from Sophie were standard. Engineered conversations about his projects, questions that didn't need asking, reasons to stay late when he stayed late. He entertained them the way you'd entertain a puppy, but never gave her quite what she was looking for. She started dressing differently after the third week. Skirts that required conscious thought to sit in. Blouses with one button fewer than HR would technically approve. Heels that made her wobble slightly when she walked, like she was still getting used to the height.
A month in, she started signaling availability. Mentioned her weekends were "pretty open." Laughed too hard at mediocre jokes. Touched his arm during conversations with that calculated casualness people use when they're workshopping intimacy. He never pulled away. Never leaned in either. Just let her try.
Vivian, meanwhile, was always trying to outdo herself to grab his ever-wavering attention. Always showing more skin than she had to, always a bit more available for spontaneous dates than she had to be. She often found herself checking his phone when he wasn’t looking, trying to figure out why she never felt like he was *entirely* with her. Different registers, same instrument — she was just another thing for him to play.
Marcus understood something neither of them had figured out yet: desperation is subtle. You didn't rush it. You let someone work their way down gradually, each attempt slightly more degrading than the last, until they'd invested so much they couldn't walk away without admitting defeat. It didn't matter if they started confident or started hungry. The destination was the same.
How does this story end? Well, Marcus knew it would end with one of their panties in their mouth and his dick deep inside a cunt. The question was who would get on their knees and beg first.