Do you ever worry about someone throwing you under the bus?
I am new to all that is anything substance related. Went my whole life without even drinking. These days, I just hit a thc pen, and indulge in psychedelics. It's helped me on a lot of levels already and it's only been a couple months.
However, part of me does worry a bit. There's a couple people I've thought I may need to distance myself, if not just remove from my daily life, and the people in my life are great, and don't strike me as the vindictive type, but you never know. I've shared with people I know my exploration of psychedelics. As I get further into it, I've thought about just producing/extracting the things I use myself, rather than buying from strangers, buying online, etc. Feels safer, more cost effective, and rewarding. However, I'd hate to piss someone off, and have them screw me over. Last thing I need is authorities showing up and seeing grow kits, lab equipment and psychedelic toads in my house lol
Now, police in my area are super under-funded, and hardly respond to calls, and if they do, it's hours later, even for things that are serious, according to a lot of people around here. I don't think any of this is likely, but it's crossed my mind. I am considering just telling people I know that I got what I need out of all of it, and am done 'exploring' all of that, and just keeping anything like that very private. In the beginning it just felt exciting, and the benefits I feel I've gained from it, it felt like a positive thing to share with people I care about, but in hindsight, probably should just keep shut. I don't know. Thoughts?