19 [F4M] the inside of my brain, take it or leave it there
i think porn permanently changed my brain because now i’m obsessed with clingy cucckk boys, softer femdomm, jealousy, gooning, peggging, chastity cages, sph, and possessive boys secretly spiraling over attention 😭
single boys pretending they don’t care always become the clingiest too
taken men acting emotionally detached while replaying conversations later that night
married husbands trying to hide jealousy while obviously wanting more attention 😭
and honestly i like seeing that side of people
the overthinking
the possessiveness
the boys pretending they’re calm while secretly craving validation, softer domination, and nonstop attention all at once
that tension honestly gets in my head way harder than normal flirting ever could
especially once late night conversations slowly turn into obsession without anybody directly admitting it 😭
plus yeah… shy virgins secretly craving femdomm, clingy cucckk dynamics, and late night gooning honestly became one of my biggest weaknesses
most nights it’s just low music somewhere in the background while my brain disappears into jealousy, overthinking, clingy boys, and nonstop late night thoughts again 😭