u/VicTravers

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19 [F4M] the inside of my brain, take it or leave it there

i think porn permanently changed my brain because now i’m obsessed with clingy cucckk boys, softer femdomm, jealousy, gooning, peggging, chastity cages, sph, and possessive boys secretly spiraling over attention 😭

single boys pretending they don’t care always become the clingiest too

taken men acting emotionally detached while replaying conversations later that night

married husbands trying to hide jealousy while obviously wanting more attention 😭

and honestly i like seeing that side of people

the overthinking

the possessiveness

the boys pretending they’re calm while secretly craving validation, softer domination, and nonstop attention all at once

that tension honestly gets in my head way harder than normal flirting ever could

especially once late night conversations slowly turn into obsession without anybody directly admitting it 😭

plus yeah… shy virgins secretly craving femdomm, clingy cucckk dynamics, and late night gooning honestly became one of my biggest weaknesses

most nights it’s just low music somewhere in the background while my brain disappears into jealousy, overthinking, clingy boys, and nonstop late night thoughts again 😭

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u/VicTravers — 10 days ago

19 [F4M] they said this is where you could be open about yourself

i swear something in my brain changed after too many lonely nights online 😭

because now i instantly notice the boys pretending they’re emotionally detached while secretly craving attention the entire time

single boys checking for replies every few minutes

taken men acting distant while obviously getting jealous over tiny things

married husbands trying to stay composed while slowly spiraling over attention and overthinking 😭

and honestly i like seeing that side of people

the softer side they try hiding at first

the clinginess

the possessiveness

the boys pretending they’re calm while secretly replaying every conversation later that night

that tension honestly gets in my head way more than surface level flirting ever could

especially once things turn into obsession without anybody saying it directly 😭

and yeah porn definitely changed my brain too because now i’m obsessed with softer femdomm, clingy cucckk boys, jealousy, gooning, peggging, chastity cages, and shy virgins secretly craving nonstop attention

plus i genuinely love bbc dildos way more than i should 😭

most nights it’s just low music somewhere in the background while my brain disappears into overthinking, attention, jealousy, and boys secretly losing composure while pretending they’re perfectly fine

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u/VicTravers — 10 days ago

F4M - don’t make me regret saying this out loud.

i think too much porn and too many late nights permanently changed me 😭

because now i notice the smallest things about people immediately

single boys pretending they don’t care while secretly checking if my attention shifted somewhere else

taken men acting emotionally detached while replaying conversations in their head later

married husbands trying to hide jealousy behind dry replies while obviously wanting more attention 😭

and honestly i like it

i like possessive energy

clingy boys

the overthinkers that slowly become softer once they stop pretending they’re unaffected

the ones secretly spiraling while acting calm 😭

normal flirting honestly feels boring to me now compared to emotional tension and obsession

especially once late night conversations start turning into attachment without anybody admitting it directly

and yeah i fully embraced the darker side of my brain too

softer femdomm

clingy cucckk boys

gooning until sunrise

peggging

chastity cages

shy virgins pretending they’re innocent while secretly craving attention nonstop 😭

plus i’m not even hiding it anymore… i genuinely love bbc dildos way more than i probably should

my enemies would probably say my brain is completely cooked at this point and honestly they’d probably be right 😭

most nights it’s just me sitting there with music low in the background while emotionally clingy boys completely lose composure over jealousy, attention, and overthinking all over again

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u/VicTravers — 10 days ago