Sooo, I think that the main concern I have with committing to becoming a sissy is that I want to have a feminine body so bad but there's no real guarantee I'll get it fast enough for it to feel worth it...
I LOVE the idea of having a curvy, feminine body, having large, jiggly breasts, wide hips that'd make any boy get hard and a fat ass that can make any pair of pants feel tight, but I feel like the expectations I'm giving myself aren't in any way realistic because for me to feel like I'm going on the right path I'd have to see the effects relatively quickly and to reach what I have in mind it'd probably take years of hormones, exercise, dieting and possibly even surgery, not to speak of any consequences on the social side of things, meaning I'd probably get demotivated halfway through my journey and leave this all behind or just get frustrated I'm not making progress fast enough. And it's not a matter of just lowering my expectations because I feel like the only reason I'd be doing this is so I can get as close as possible to the idea I have in mind, at least body-wise, mentally speaking it's a whole other thing that'd be off topic for this post.
Do any of you feel a similar way about this? Does anyone have any good advice on things I could do now, at the start of this journey, to reinforce the thought that I need to continue?