Totally in love and obsessed with my MIL who seemingly doesn’t age!
I’ve been insanely attracted to my mother in-law, who’s now 70 believe it or not but looks like she barely turned 50! (For reference, I’m 45) I kid you not…im totally baffled and floored by it how a woman her age can still look as amazing as she does.
Well, my relationship with her over the past 26 years has been quite complicated. Nothing overtly inappropriate has ever really happened except for some border line moments under the influence or things that couldn’t be chocked up to just joking humor but there has always been a thick sexual tension between her and I that we both mutually acknowledge without openly talking or admitting it out loud.
For example, way back when her husband worked long distance for weeks on end and I was dating her daughter, who she’s VERY close with, we got really close and practically lived with eachother as I was always sleeping over their house throughout college. I’d frequently “accidentally” allow her to see me exposed by which she’s always reacted in a positive manner, whether it be with eyes bulging and staring down at it or her muttering “Oh my God” under her breath and apologizing. In return, there was a time when I shared a hotel room with her and her husband while my wife was staying at the brides house as maid of honor for her friends wedding. Not only was it blatantly obvious that there were teenagers having very loud sex next door, something we still reminisce on and laugh about to this day, but while her husband went to get us food, she went in the shower and I could swear my life on the fact that she purposely allowed me to see herself topless. It was via a mirror reflection as one whole wall of the room was a mirror and I had clear line of sight towards the bathroom door, which somehow was left a third of the way open?. We both locked eyes together in the reflection and it was pretty much acknowledged between us that I had now fully seen her tits, which is an attribute she’s always been rightfully proud of. No attempts were made to cover up, we just stared back at one another for a good 20-30 seconds and then her hubby walked in and she shut the door promptly.
I can go on and on with moments like these, even a time at that same hotel where she swam up to me in the deep end of the hotel pool and she fully wrapped her legs around my torso like asking me to hold her temporarily. She stayed with her crotch pressed against my groin until it became noticeable that I was getting more and more aroused and of course “bigger”, at which point I whispered “sorry” to her while she just smiled back at me and swam off. That type of stuff.
Well, fast forward now and she’s 70 and I’m 45 and she will still flirt via texts and she’ll sometimes be VERY affectionate with me. She kinda is with everyone but caught in the right mood, she’ll even kiss me right on my lips in front of everyone like it’s nothing. There was even a time she slapped me on my ass like pretty hard but she joked it off while laughing, making it seem like it’s just her being the same old “wacky Mom”. The point is, outside of her now deceased husband of 40 years, I am the ONLY man on this planet to have received such attention from her OR even the only other penis she’s ever seen up close and personal for that matter. (Read my prior post about her seeing my morning wood while in bed!) I firmly believe that her being a very guarded, self conscious person to begin with, I was inside her “circle” and therefore was the only possible non-blood related, potential male mate that she could ever imagine actually being sexual with.
So yea, I’ll never ever actually have her but I feel like God purposely dangled my ideal, perfect fantasy woman as some sort of carrot before my eyes only to be forbidden to engage with of course. I do however relish in the fact that throughout the years, unbeknownst to her or anyone, I have occasionally captured footage of her in our bathroom via secret spycam of her getting in and out of the shower. It’s my own personal, private indulgence that I think is only fair considering the situation between us. While I could swear she even discovered my camera once upon a time actively recording her in the bathroom, she just totally ignored it out of will or I guess maybe ignorance? I’m not sure which but she could have blown a situation up in my face and she chose not to go there. 🤫🤐🤤🤷🏻♂️