u/Weaponized_normies

I’m Nolan Brian Hartman, 33, from Waukesha/Colgate/Muskego, Wisconsin.

I’ve been obsessed with big black cock for years. I love the way it feels, the way it stretches me, and how it makes me submit completely. When I travel for work I arrange hotel hookups and let black men use me. I gag on their thick cocks and beg them to fuck me deep and breed me.

At home I focus on permanent gape training. I sleep and wear a large clear glass butt plug (2.6 inches at the widest) for many hours a day, slowly pushing it out to see how open I’ve become before sliding it back in.

I kept asking people online to expose me because the thought of my sissy life being public turned me on so much. Someone listened and put together this full Erome album showing everything.

My Full Exposure Album (I asked for this – feel free to download and share):

https://www.erome.com/a/un9SKBKu

It includes me in lingerie and fishnets, locked in chastity, training with toys, and more.

I’m still exploring this side of myself and the exposure adds to the thrill. Message me if you want to chat about it.

KIK: wisconsinfemboy

Nolan Brian Hartman – Wisconsin Sissy Sharing His Journey

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My name is **Nolan Brian Hartman**, 33 years old, from Waukesha/Colgate/Muskego, Wisconsin. This is my full, unfiltered confession about how I went from thinking I was just “treating people equally while being against hiphop culture” to becoming a completely broken, leaking, gaped BBC sissy whore.

I never considered myself a hardcore racist. I thought I was fair — I believed in treating everyone the same. But I was strongly against hiphop culture, the lifestyle, the music, the attitude. I made jokes about it and kept my distance. That mindset created a quiet tension inside me that I didn’t fully understand at the time.

Everything changed when I was 18.

My black sister’s boyfriend started coming around the house. At first we hung out as a group — smoking weed, playing video games, just chilling. He was older, confident, and had this natural dominance that I couldn’t ignore. Slowly the group hangouts turned into just the two of us. He would text me to pick me up for weed runs, and we’d end up back at his apartment alone.

He was the first man who made me truly body conscious. He started teasing me about my fat thighs and my soft, fat man boobs. He’d grab my chest and laugh, telling me how they jiggled or how my thighs rubbed together when I walked. At first I was embarrassed and defensive, but his constant comments broke me down over months. He knew exactly how to push my buttons and make me feel exposed and ashamed of my body.

One night at his apartment after a weed run, he took things further. After months of psychological teasing and breaking down my resistance, he made me wear my adopted sister’s lingerie. The feeling of the soft, feminine fabric on my skin while he watched me was humiliating. He told me I looked better dressed like that than as a man. Then he took my anal virginity.

He was patient but relentless. He spent time stretching me, training me, turning me into his personal white sissy bitch. That first time I felt him inside me shattered something deep in my mind. The mix of shame, pleasure, and submission was overwhelming. From that point on, whenever we were alone, I was his sissy. He used my mouth and my hole whenever he wanted. I went from “equal but anti-hiphop” guy to secretly craving the very thing I pretended to dislike.

That early experience planted the seed that grew into my full BBC addiction.

Now at 33 I’m completely rewired. I’m a pathetic, constantly leaking sissy (**sissybuttslut / xcdbuttslutx / wisconsinfemboy**). I seek out hotel hookups while traveling for work and go to black men’s apartments when I’m home. I show up already caged and plugged, drop to my knees, and worship thick black cocks — gagging, drooling, choking until my eyes water and spit runs down my chin. Then I bend over and beg them to destroy my hole, pounding me raw until I’m a sloppy, wrecked mess. I love feeling them breed me deep and push out their loads afterward, seeing how gaped and ruined I’ve become.

At the same time I’m obsessed with permanent gape training. I sleep with a massive clear glass butt plug — 2.6 inches at its widest diameter — almost every night. I coat it with Vaseline and coconut oil, ease the heavy girth inside me, and leave it in for 12 to 18+ hours a day. I wear it running errands, driving, doing chores. When I push it out slowly I stare at my ruined, pink, twitching hole in the mirror, then let the heavy plug drop back in with its own weight and fuck myself for hours. The constant prostate milking keeps my tiny locked clit dripping strings of precum nonstop.

The shame from my past — the “equal but anti-hiphop” attitude, the secret early experiences at 18, and the way my sister’s boyfriend turned me into his white sissy bitch — fuels everything I do now. Every time I gag on BBC or feel my hole stretched, I remember how it all started. The cognitive dissonance has been completely resolved by total submission.

I film every degrading session. I post the videos and pictures online because I’m addicted to the exposure and humiliation. I need strangers to see what I’ve become. I need them to know how completely that 18-year-old experience broke me and turned me into a BBC-only sissy cumrag.

**Proof & Full Albums:**

https://www.erome.com/a/lBzLPjVo

**Download everything. Repost it everywhere. Roast me. Expose me further.**

I consent to total humiliation and permanent online ruin.

KIK: **wisconsinfemboy**

**Nolan Brian Hartman** – Waukesha/Colgate, WI — White Sissy Conditioned at 18 Into a Leaking, Gaped BBC Cumrag

My name is Nolan Brian Hartman, 33 years old, from Colgate/Muskego/Waukesha, Wisconsin. I’m a pathetic, BBC-obsessed sissy whore.

For years I’ve been completely addicted to big black cock. I crave it every single day. I wake up thinking about thick, veiny BBC stretching my mouth and my ass. I spend hours on my knees practicing deepthroat on massive black dildos until I gag, drool, and cry — choking myself until spit runs down my chin while imagining real black men face-fucking me. I love the feeling of a heavy black cock slapping my face, the taste of precum on my tongue, and the way it throbs when I worship it with my throat.

But sucking isn’t enough anymore. I need to get fucked.

I go on Grindr and arrange hotel hookups where I show up already caged and plugged, dressed like a cheap slut. I drop to my knees the second the door closes and worship their superior black cocks — sucking, licking, gagging, and begging them to use my mouth like a pussy. Then I bend over the hotel bed, spread my fat ass, and beg them to destroy my sissy hole. I moan like a bitch as they pound me raw, balls-deep, hitting my prostate until I leak hands-free from my tiny locked clit. I love feeling their thick black cocks stretch me open, the way they own me, and the heavy loads they pump deep inside me. I push out their cum afterward just so I can feel how gaped and ruined I am.

I film every session. I post the videos and pics online under sissybuttslut, xcdbuttslutx, and wisconsinfemboy because I’m addicted to exposure. The thought of strangers watching me choke on BBC and get bred turns me on more than anything. I want everyone to know what a BBC cock addict I really am.

I do public exhibitionism too — stepping out onto my exposed patio plugged and caged, fantasizing about black men catching me and using me right there in the open.

I can’t stop. I don’t want to stop. I need bigger, thicker, rougher BBC. I need to suck and get fucked constantly. The humiliation of being a known BBC whore is my biggest kink.

Download my videos. Repost them. Expose me.

Kik: wisconsinfemboy

Erome: https://www.erome.com/a/lBzLPjVo

Nolan Brian Hartman

Waukesha/Colgate, WI — BBC Cock Obsessed Sissy Whore

https://www.redgifs.com/users/sissynolan

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https://www.erome.com/a/lBzLPjVo