Advice needed

So here’s a bit of background before the story. My mom has always made inappropriate jokes around me, especially about butts and dicks and stupid stuff like that, even getting personal making jokes about mine or others people size etc.
About a year ago we went to Spencer’s to shop for clothes, and I was looking at the sex toy’s isle. While I was looking, my mom came up and stood right next to me, even while people were watching. She started talking to me about different toys and what they do and which ones I would use. I was so embarrassed so I wasn’t very talkative but it made me so horny, I posted about it here or another incest subreddit.
A lot of similar but not as crazy things have happened, like things that I swear could’ve been hints, until yesterday morning.
Yesterday morning my mom had some sexy red panties on. And a bra. I won’t deny im a pervert, but I feel like she did it on purpose.
My mom always sleeps in a shirt pants or panties, every night. Unless she’s drinking or has a guest over, which she hasn’t for a long time.
My mom has also been celibate for a month + and has been very open about it, and jokes about what kind of porn she watches.
My mom has a bigger butt, I was so horny I had to immediately go jerk off. I wanna tell her how I feel but I also love our relationship as mother and son.

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u/WizardOfTheHobos — 6 days ago