Any advice on permanent denial for a girl
For the context I am 22F and for some time I've always fantasized about permanent orgasm denial. Now I know that is a very big decision and fantasies aside I don't know why I'm so drawn to the idea of being permanently denied but god it's so difficult for me to not want
Don't get me wrong I still enjoy having orgasms and I do masturbate semi frequently, usually about 2 or 3 times a week. It's possible this information isn't necessary but I think it's important for the context to get the best responses. Anyhow even though I enjoy having orgasms I always feel like I'm more happy during the state of denial. I have tried orgasm denial and I do have my own chastity belt and I don't know if I have more willpower than most but I have managed going about 1 month by myself and though it was VERY difficult. To the point I was rubbing my chastity belt almost every night due to my own arousal. But even though it was hard I always loved the arousal even more than the orgasm itself
I don't exactly know what else to say but I am wanting to ask you fellow ladies who have had long term or even committed to permanent chastity and denial what I may expect if I ever choose to do that myself. And it's not like I want to lock my vagina away for good and never use it as fun as that sounds so I think I would enjoy some edging even if that makes it more difficult
So is there any advice y'all have about how to or what to do? I do know chastity piercings exist and if my want for permanent denial is healthier with a clit shield and labia piercings I would also like to know how healthy that would be