I think i'm jealous
I have been reading "Gelatomusume" drawing (r34) for quite a long time and I have been longing for the kind of relationship alex, millie and quinn have. I feel like it's naturally impossible, maybe i'm just unlucky. Every time I try to bond with another sissy I end up being ghosted or they want to fuck me. I understand that most sissies (more like 99%), are on and off and that they indulge in the lifestyle when they can/want or when they are not spiralling through fun -> shame -> purging. But the circumstances don't lessen the pain.
I have been doing this for ~4 years now (on and off of course) and it's been great, a lot of fun, a lot of pictures taken, a lot hypno watched and a lot dicks sucked. But it has been incredibly lonely too. Who do I send the new nails I found, the slutty pics I have taken, the new outfit I found. Who do I meet up with to do the some bar-hopping and nightclubs dancing with, maybe even take turn on a drunk guy at the end of the night or do the rock paper scissor trend for the funzies.
Maybe I'm expecting too much. Maybe it's just the normal cycle that I need to be accustomed to. Maybe i'm not deep enough into the sissy rabbit hole community to know where to find these people.
Anyway, thank you for reading the rant. I just wanted to write that. I'll continue to dream and may you find your gurl bestie to do naughty things with.
Tl;dr : I need some irl whore friends like me 😔