Typical first time
Hi AJ! I'm usually a lurker but summer is boring so why not share my experiences lol. I apologize if this seems long.
I'm in no way very sexually experienced but I've had some fun back when I had a bf. Brief background, I'm currently a graduating student and I've only ever had one bf who I broke up with a few years ago. He was the first and only person I willingly explored with, and I've been single ever since—no fwb, no fubu, not even hookups (I'm too scared + strict parents lol).
Strict parents create sneaky kids so even if I was not allowed, I was naive and stubborn enough to date and have sex HAHAHAHAHA. But that time of my life is over, since college swamped me with too much work and the relationship tired me out lol.
I'm human and get horny still so I just take care of myself lang (ft. my bestie vibrator). I prefer it actually, because my first experiences with sex were not that enjoyable. It was fun in a sense that I got to do things I wasn't allowed to do, but no orgasm or real sexual satisfaction 🥲. Maybe because back then we were each other's firsts and we didn't last long enough to fully explore what we each wanted. We just did the standard stuff, missionary, bj, a bit of foreplay (he rarely ate me out tho). I miss the bonding?? Or the intimacy, but not really the pleasure because there was not much there (he came plenty, while I just had to fake all of mine).
I haven't lost hope tho, I do hope one day I can get fucked EXTREMELY WELL and experience the leg shaking, blinding orgasms you are all lucky to have HUHU 🥲
BUT unlike my bf I won't leave you guys hanging so I'll share my first time with as much deets as I can remember mwehehe. The first time we checked in a motel was our first attempt. We bought the condoms, lube, and some water. We were able to book for 3 hours lang from 10-12 AM because we decided to go during my vacant time and I had class in the afternoon. When we arrived sa room we didn't know what to do and we just laughed because we somehow managed to book a room to try and have sex AHAHAHAHQ. It was awkward at first, and mind you we acted like very horny teenagers often sending nudes and sexting early on in our relationship.
After we were more comfortable na we started making out and touching each other, while slowly taking off our clothes. He kept kissing me all over and he started to finger me as well. AS IN I was super wet sa excitement and kaba. I felt like I needed more to be prepped kaso he was too excited and thought okay na. He put on the condom and lined his tip in. I told me again and again to take it slow because I was so scared it would be too painful and I was conscious if I would bleed. He kept telling me to relax because he was having a hard time to push in. He kept kissing me and massaging my boobs to get me to relax and he eventually pushed in. ANG SAKIT istg ang hapdi and I didn't notice that I was crying already because I really tried to endure it.
Kudos to him, he kept apologizing and didn't thurst further. He kept kissing and saying sorry and gave me enough time to adjust before we continued. Slowly he kept going and I was extremely sensitive by then and kept moaning from the sensation. It was a mixture of pain and a new feeling na hindi ko ma-explain. Idk if anyone else feels this but I felt emotional na sa wakas pumasok na HAHAHAHAHAH. We kept going at it until we got into a pace that we liked. He hit the spot that made me jerk and feel so good but he will eventually lose it kaya it wasn't full of pleasure all the way.
We switched into different positions to see which felt comfortable. We tried doggy and it was okay tapos cowgirl and that shit hurt for some reason. We changed again and did prone bone and THAT was good. He was able to hit my spot often when I'm pressed under him. However, it doesn't last long enough for me to cum because he'll eventually lose it from going faster. Fucking him felt good enough but still no climax so I decided to just clench and moan keep telling him I was close. I eventually moaned hard enough to convince him I came and he focused on chasing his own. He finished not long after and laid down on top of me. We took a break after and relaxed for a bit.
After a while he was ready to go again but I felt quite sore and didn't feel ready to have him in me again kaya I offered to give him a bj instead. It was my first time and he accepted and tried to guide me. I was struggling since he was quite large and I had to really keep myself from gagging since he hit the back of my mouth everytime I go down. He did notice me struggle kaya he didn't want me to force it. I felt bad because I didn't seem to be doing well in any of the things we did kaya I insisted to make him cum in some way, so I gave him a handjob which I was successful in. Even if I myself wasn't satisfied, making him cum was enough to make me happy lol.
We were running out of time so our aftercare wasn't as good as I hoped, especially for our first time. We cuddled for a bit, washed up, then got dressed. I went back to class with a sore pussy and ass lol.
My first time wasn't a fairy tale so if yours was, then I'm happy for you. I'll post more stories soon. Byeeeee