u/Yaznu414

“So, Emily, I was hoping we could talk about something,” Mark said

You sighed, closing your eyes. You’d known it was coming. It always did. No matter how well things were going, it always came back to this. And it sucked, because you really liked this one!

“I don’t want to put any pressure on you, of course, but, we’ve been dating for almost six months now, and, well……..we’ve never been intimate.”

There it was. There was only so long that you could get away with “being busy tonight,” or “feeling a little under the weather,” or “just not feeling ready yet.” Eventually, the guys always wanted to know why you weren’t having sex. Or rather, weren’t having sex with *them.* Because, of course, you’d been having sex regularly. Good sex. Great sex. The kind that curled your toes and left you panting for more. The kind that white guys, even sweet ones like Mark, just couldn’t provide……

But it wasn’t like you could tell him that! 

Ughhh. It was just so frustrating. These last few months with Mark had been wonderful. You’d even started to imagine what a future might be like with him. That’s how much you’d won you over. But what guy would even possibly accept the sort of life you wanted? “Yes, sweetie, you can absolutely keep fucking Black guys 10 times a week while we build our life together. Oh, and don’t worry, I’ll be fine never getting to fuck you”

It was absurd. And it was the same reason that, before Mark, Bryan had broken up with you. And before him, Alex. They had all been shocked when you’d finally divulged your “preferences” to them. You couldn’t exactly blame them. You know you didn’t exactly look the part. Between your cute-but-mousy face, your bookish demeanor, and your curvy, just on the cusp of chubby body, most of them expected you to be some shy wall-flower who barely knew what sex was. Not the sort of girl who was getting Black dick almost daily. And none of these white guys were willing to accept a girl who knew just what she needed, and wasn’t willing to compromise in getting it.

With one last sigh, you steeled yourself, fully prepared for tonight to be the last time you ever saw Mark again

“Look, Mark, I’ve had so much fun with you these last few months. And I’d really like to continue seeing you. But before we go any further, there’s something I have to come clean about,” you said, meeting his gaze

“When it comes to the bedroom, I have certain……….preferences. Preferences that are non-negotiable for me. And if we were to continue this relationship, you’d have to be ok with that………”

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Looking for someone to play the role of Emily. I'll play and control both Mark and Emily's various Black lovers as a GM. I'm looking to play something longer-term, with a good mix of smut and slice-of-life scenes between Mark and Emily as they navigate the complexities of her lifestyle and Mark's efforts to handle this unusual relationship. Their relationship should, in the beginning, not be solely a matter of him being a willing cuck and her being a cruel dominatrix. He is willing to go along with this because he likes her so much. She, in turn, tries her best to be mindful of his feelings, but also is unapologetic about her wants and needs, and never embarrassed about them. She's not looking to rub it in, but not going to hide it either. 

I have a few ideas about possible scenes we might play out, but I'd love to hear your ideas and collaborate and brainstorm and build something together. So if this sounds fun to you, don’t hesitate to reach out. I’d love to chat a bit before we’re underway to make sure we’re on the same page. I'd prefer to play on Discord, since reddit not longer has DM's.

Black guys always act like they’re so tough and virile and manly. They act like us white boys barely even count as masculine at all. Like we’re all a bunch of a dumb sissies addicted to their so-called “Big Black Cocks.” But that’s crazy, and I can think of a simple experiment to prove it. I challenge any Black guy who assumes he can turn a white boy into his pathetic, groveling cock slave to send me pairs of images. One set containing sexy images of women. The other set containing pictures of these alleged Big Black Cocks. And after it’s obvious that I’m totally into the sexy girls and have *no* interest in BBC, I think it will prove once and for all that white boys can be just as masculine as Black men…………..