Loose pussy humiliation
I have a nickname: Zero. And it’s exactly right for me. I have been on and off denial for almost 10 years now. Humiliation and degradation has become essential in my life.
I love the thought of no man wanting to fuck me, because I’m just that loose. To hear/see them choose another more worthy woman to fuck her tight pussy, while they both cum just makes me so wet. To be forced to self-stretch or tied up and not being able to stop the stretch, knowing that no man can cum from a ruined cunt like that.
I try to keep my arousal and loose cunt up:
Listening to porn while I’m on the bus, knowing I can’t touch
Having pussy plugs while I’m out walking to really have it push downward
Pumping my clit so it stands out erect and bright red.
I need these kinds of things more in my life. I need encouragement to keep ruining my cunt so that I’m useless to give men pleasure. So that my cunt matches my status as zero, inferior and beta. Ofc I am not worthy of orgasms, and I try to goon as often as possible to make my life harder. I try to inflate my pussy plug as hard as I can and then getting mortified when I feel how empty I got after the session.