Foot fetish towards Women- Delhi NCR
Male, Delhi
Pls read the full story and don't make fun of me or judge me. I swear to God it's a real story. I want to vent out what has been inside me since the beginning. Before u make fun of me, u won't realise what it feels like to live with it each day..
I have had a foot fetish since childhood. I was not born with it, but certain instances in my life made me the way I am today.
I studied in a Defence school, the female teachers there were very very strict. They used to beat the shit out of me, slapping, ear pulling, hitting with duster, kneeling down to their feet, running my nose on their feet, sitting in the toilet, getting other girls who used to be class monitors to slap me, etc. I used to get punished so often that I got used to it and in fact started liking it..
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One of my relatives who used to come to our house, she wore big high heels..I used to secretly adore her high heels. I have been weak, fragile and submissive all my life, so much so that I respect women so much that I cannot think beyond their feet and footwear.
I like those women who maintain their feet nicely, nice long pedicured toe nails in big high heels. I Iike to wash their feet, give foot massage, throw rosepetals wherever they walk. I like to adore used female footwears, sniff them, kiss them, make out with them. Their trash is like gold for me.. literally. Especially closed pointed heels and pumps. I adore women who have a large number of footwears. They r very stylish.
I like to do domestic slavery as well, like cleaning their house, washrooms, dusting,. ironing, footwears cleaning and in return just like to get treated like trash. Being humiliated, embarrassed, insulted, degraded like being slapped, spit upon, playing fetch with heels, having pre chewed food.
I am basically a dog born as a human. You know when I see a story of some beautiful girl playing with her dog, I wish that was me and how lucky that dog is for staying near such a beautiful owner and licking her feet and footwears, while I am just so unfortunate.
The consequences of this is that I have very low self esteem, low on confidence, my hands shake. I cannot keep them still..I am sweating all the time.I am not doing well in my career, not getting promoted to the next level, coz I just can't think of being a leader. I have never been able to speak to women, never had any girlfriend ever in my life, never even had any female friends.
I wish I could have told my family the things I went through in my schooling, but the fear of being made fun of made me hesitate. That school ruined my life and its teachers and made me develop a fetish which will be with me to my Grave. The thing is that I have gotten so used to it and like it so much, that no counsellor or psychiatrist can help.
Also, I have served some women like the way I mentioned, so before u say that this is a fictitious or imaginary story. It's 100% true hard facts.