36 [M4A] This may sound rather odd but
How’s your relationship with your dad? Like, are you close to each other?
Think he gives great fatherly wisdom?
That you trust him enough with the advice he gives?
Let’s be friends and if ever we get close, ok lang ba if I join you if you’re gonna hang out with your dad?
I lost my dad right before my adolescent years and i’m finding out ways how I can heal from my fatherless wounds. I didn’t get to grieve when I was a young boy, and i’m feeling the weight of it now.
Plus, i’m in a season where I need fatherly advice and wisdom the most. Not only that i feel the grief somehow i also feel abandoned (though i know it wasn’t my dad’s fault) and full of regrets for doing some unimaginable things.
Depression, loneliness, self hatred and longing hits me almost every like a truck and i just feel so alone; Hits fucking hard hehe excuse my french. 😄
I’m from the south of metro. And currently, i live alone and i visit my mom from time to time.
Just message away if this is you, or if not that’s okay. :) Maybe just be a friend. Thank you for reading my post.