I always fantasize abt riding my various dildos I have, but normally solo expeditions end really quickly and I just want it over with once I start. How do I force myself into being more sexy during sexy time?
I’ll clarify to make the title make sense.
I haven’t had sex in a year, and if I get close to intimacy with someone I can never force myself to actually get into it. I’m currently getting close to someone and intimacy is on the horizon. I can’t identify whether if I’m avoiding further nsfw interaction because I’m scared of people, scared of sex, I’m too insecure, or if I just don’t want it.
Does any of this make sense, and if so thank you for any advice.
Title; I haven’t had penetrative sex since almost a year ago, and there’s a man I’ve met where we’re teetering on the edge of starting a relationship and having sex.
I’ve had troubles in the past with being too small for my partners both orally and vaginally, for context.
People are too nice to me and I don’t want that shit any more. I’m just a dumb girltouch virgin who’s never seen or touched a pussy in real life. I’m a loser
i want a woman’s hands on my body for once
It always feels bad, sloppy kissing is awkward, penetration hurts, there’s no point or reward.
the bust is tight in this dress, gotta let them breathe