u/archiedubs

Straight guy here. When I was 18 I was camping with a buddy of mine. I woke up in the middle of the night to his hand pumping my cock. After a few seconds I realized what was going on, but the guy in the tent with me was my best friend. I didn’t want to lose him as a friend and was scared of what he would do if he knew I was awake so I just laid there and let it happen. Eventually, despite trying not to I came in his hand and he quickly withdrew it back. I never brought it up. I’m 26 now and I still think about it all the time. I’m not gay but the idea of a guy just taking me and using me however he wants despite my not wanting it has always turned me on. DM’s welcome