I feel like a total slut for cheating on my husband last night
My husband and I have been married for 15 years. We have a wonderful son and daughter. My husband is a good nice guy. A civil engineer. But he's too civil in the bedroom if you know what I mean. He is a great father to our kids. He provides for them. But we have had a pretty dead bedroom since the second year of our marriage. I had been faithful until last night.
My husband is on a business trip and left Sunday. He will be back this Saturday. My kids are at a summer camp. So I have the whole place to myself.
I went out last night and brought home a guy! Very risky!!!! The guy was the complete opposite of my husband. Tall, VERY tattooed, muscular, VERY HUNG and very dominant and aggressive in the bedroom. He went down on me until I exploded. My husband has never made me orgasm in 17 years. He hasn't gone down on me for 16 years. He did when we were dating but he HATED it so I allowed him to stop. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulders and squeezed and spanked my ass. My husband is nowhere near strong enough to do that. He fucked me in the ass. My husband never does that. He fucked me HARD. His cock had to be double my husbands. He pulled my hair. He humiliated my husband while he fucked me. I felt a little bad about what he was saying but I went along with it.
He left this morning. And NOW I want him to come back but I feel very guilty for cheating on my husband. Not sure what to do. I felt alive for the first time in 17 years. But also feel very bad for cheating on a nice guy.