[M4F] Sabotaging your relationship to satisfy your cuckquean urges
We were an odd pair. I was indisputably the better looking of the two of us, and we were opposites in more ways than not; where I was a bon vivant, life-of-the-party, you were shy, took a while to warm up to anybody new. I had a natural confidence and friendliness to me that made women naturally at ease, while you were awkward enough that your few friends openly speculated that I was simply a very expensive male prostitute that you were paying for the boyfriend experience. And that thought made you... Wet. Horny.
The way that they talked about me, the idea that they had no qualms about jumping your boyfriend, it lodged itself in your mind in that first week of dating after you introduced me to them, and festered. It grew, to the point where you put porn on while we fucked for me to watch. You tested the waters, sending photos of Instagram models, asking what I thought of them, ostensibly about the clothes, or the fitness routine that they were hawking, as though you were considering signing up. We both knew you were never going to, though.
And slowly, I began reciprocating the tests- I'd go out to bars with my friends, then clubs, and then started just going out alone. I'd text you while I was at parties, and send selfies of who I was dancing with, and you'd be knuckles deep within yourself in a matter of minutes, innocently replying "Glad you're making friends!! Be safe, see you when you get home!" and when I finally returned in the wee hours of the morning, you'd be a quivering mess, having tortured yourself with conjured ideas of what I'd gotten up to. You'd suck my cock before I had the chance to jump into the shower, desperately searching my shaft for any evidence that I had crossed a line that we both knew was getting fainter and fainter with each passing day. Then, you'd deny yourself as long as possible, savouring the self-inflicted celibacy, in the hopes that your sabotage would work.
You knew it wasn't healthy. That the healthy way would be to come out, and say it. But the idea of the infidelity, that I could have my cake and eat it so easily spurred you on to continue to neglect the bedroom. Hoping that something totally new would rise from the ashes of our now smoldering sex life, a beautiful phoenix of me fucking random whores, with you sucking their perfect juices from my dick, confirming your place as a cuckquean beta loser. It's what you deserved. It's what you needed. It's what you were going to get.