u/bakarspace0

firstly with strangers but as you know, addiction keeps you pushing and then i started discussing and degrading family members with friends, now i feel lonely as mostly left and those who are here, i feel ashamed talking or meeting with them casually.

i enjoyed khud ki izzat khrb kr k or ab woi chez bht tang kr rai, pta nhi kyu pr krta rha mei ese, kch log khty k logon ka na socho, krty rho jo acha lgy, hoty rho nangy izzat utrwaty rho and it turns me on sometimes but deep down i know when i am in senses, i feel disgusted.

even leaving all of this doesn’t help as ye khiyl aty k phly ye kr chuka wo kr chuka, sari gndi chezain yad ati phr depression hota or dobara ye sb kr leta hoon.

firstly with strangers but as you know, addiction keeps you pushing and then i started discussing and degrading family members with friends, now i feel lonely as mostly left and those who are here, i feel ashamed talking or meeting with them casually.

i enjoyed khud ki izzat khrb kr k or ab woi chez bht tang kr rai, pta nhi kyu pr krta rha mei ese, kch log khty k logon ka na socho, krty rho jo acha lgy, hoty rho nangy izzat utrwaty rho and it turns me on sometimes but deep down i know when i am in senses, i feel disgusted.

even leaving all of this doesn’t help as ye khiyl aty k phly ye kr chuka wo kr chuka, sari gndi chezain yad ati phr depression hota or dobara ye sb kr leta hoon.