u/bambisleepsky

I never thought that I would do ass to mouth or that it was even a desire I had until a man trained me to like it. Maybe other sissies and daddies can use this experience as inspiration for pushing their boundaries together.

I was "dating" an older guy and he was quite dominant and vocal when using me. The first few times I saw him I was giving him a blowjob, but eventually we ended up having anal sex. When he was fucking me he started asking me questions that became more and more humiliating. First he asked things such as "do you like being fucked?" and "do you like daddy's cock up your ass?". He kept asking me questions that were easy to say yes to, especially as I got more and more horny from being fucked. Slowly he turned to questions such as "do you like taking cock up your poop hole?" and "are you a nasty sissy for daddy's cock?", and I just kept saying yes.

He eventually pulled his cock out completely from my ass and asked me "do you want to taste daddy's cock?". I was hesistant at first and did not say anything. He then asked "do you want to make daddy happy and taste his cock?". I said yes and took it in my mouth and started sucking it. After a few seconds he said I was a good girl and then he put it back in my ass and started fucking me again. He then started asking me whether I was a nasty sissy that enjoys tasting herself. I said yes and he then pulled out again and said he would allow me to show it to him. I took his cock in my mouth and sucked it until he decided it was time to fuck me in my ass again. We repeated this a few times and he kept telling me how nasty and a good sissy I was.

Eventually he started asking "what do you want?" and I knew the answer he was looking for so I said I want to taste my ass. He said that I was such a nasty pervert but if that is what I wanted, he would let me do it. So I took his cock straight from my ass to my mouth again. He did not stop me from sucking and eventually he came in my mouth and he was satisfied. I felt nasty, humiliated, horny, amazing and slutty at the same time.

The next time we had sex I did not bother waiting for him to ask any questions. Soon after he had his cock inside me and I was opened up, I said I wanted to taste myself, and he let me.

Think about it. When was the last time you stroked your "cock" like a man and had a proper orgasm? Like where you cum and feel pure pleasure. I thought as much. The reason you are a sissy is that you need to feel feminine to get a real orgasm.

The reason you experience PNC is not that you regret what you are doing (although that is part of it), but because your body is not used to feeling this change from being horny to being sexually satisfied. If your body was used to this when not being a sissy, your PNC would not hit this hard.

This is not a problem, and PNC is only natural. What is a problem is the second you try to convince yourself that you can stroke your way to the same pleasure you are getting as a sissy. The sooner you realise that this is the way your body is made to orgasm, the sooner you can begin to process PNC as a feeling and embrace your sexuality. Enjoy it!