& they didn’t give me anything for pain… what is the best thing I can get from a store if I can’t get my hands on any pain pills? i am now typing words to meet the character count… please don’t be mad at me lol
you wake up one day & you are no longer yourself. the drugs used to make everything ok. it used to be so simple. now, you walk around with this phantom pain in your brain. all you want is to feel normal, but you can’t without them, and eventually you can’t with them. opiate addiction is the most sinister force on this planet. & now they’re everywhere. 7OH & kratom is always waiting if your dealers don’t come through. say goodbye to all your relationships. even with yourself. addiction will cost you everything, and you will give it all away with a smile. i wouldn’t wish this curse on anyone. there is no fucking point to anything anymore. everything is just flat & grey. feels like the whole world hates you & wants to punish you. apologies if this is melodramatic. my father is dying before my eyes, all i wanna do is start over… the drugs saved me at first, but they killed me over time. love yall