[M4F] Looking to chat and fantasize about femdom related kinks about humiliation and pain on the more extreme side.
Hey, lately I'm thinking more and more about extremer fantasies of me being owned by a cruel woman who loves nothing more than to humiliate, degrade and hurt me.
Some of those fantasies are doable irl with the right partner but some are not. Be it because they are too extreme or they just aren't really realistic. So I'm looking for someone who enjoys fantasizing about owning a man and abusing him however they like to chat about it and maybe come up with new ideas together.
As for how everthing could have started. I'm really shy and introverted so maybe you saw me somewhere alone and thought I looked just pathetic enough for you to have fun with.
I wouldn't be able to say no to a pretty woman who decided we should go on a date together. And it probably felt great being treated, or rather manipulated, to feel wanted and cared for so we kept on meeting each other until one day I'm totally smitten with you and wouldn't want to miss you.
And this might be the point were things began to change. It could have started slow, you urge me that we should give bondage a go, just me simply being tied to the bed for sex. And of course I complied because I couldn't imagine being without you anymore.
Next might be some teasing and light pain. Some clothespins here, some edging there and I still enjoyed it because I saw how happy it made you.
But after a while, you convinced me I should move in with you. Maybe you own a house and told me I could safe on rent that way, or we lived a bit far apart and you just wanted to see me everyday from now on. I would have been hesitant at first but I still agreed if the alternative would have been me being alone again.
And at that point it's just a downwards spiral of you making sure that I'm dependent on you, be it emotionally or financially.You push me to do worse and worse things and get me used to them until you can do everything you want with me because you know I couldn't endure it to lose you.
I would love to talk about what we think those things might be, how you would like to keep someone if you could make him completely dependent on you or what I think about your kinks and fantasies.
Some of my favorite kinks currently for that types of fantasy are orgasm control, sounding, cbt, electricity, degredation, pet play, pegging, feet, non con, shoes, bondage, saliva, objectification, latex and everything where I lose control.
My only real limits for chats are scat, gore, vomit, forced bi and everything against the rules of the sub reddit.
I'm mostly looking for a conversation for now but we can see how it goes.