u/believe_bs

I’ve always been curious about guys, but I don’t have much experience. The only time I did anything was back when I was 17 — I sucked my friend’s dick once and swallowed.

After that nothing else happened for years.Yesterday I decided to go to a men’s sauna. There was only one other guy there. Things got a bit flirty with eye contact, so I took my towel off. He did the same. We ended up jerking off next to each other. In the moment I really wanted to go down on him. I reached over and touched him, but then I just froze, said I couldn’t do it, and stopped. He was nice about it and didn’t push, but I still feel awful about it.

Now I keep replaying the whole thing in my head and feeling disappointed in myself. I regularly swallow my own cum and I was genuinely interested in the moment, but the nerves just hit me hard. It’s weird because I did it once before when I was younger, but this time I couldn’t follow through.

Has this happened to anyone else? You get the chance to explore something you’ve thought about for a while, but you panic right at the key moment? How did you deal with the regret and the overthinking afterwards?Just needed to get this off my chest. Thanks.

My sister and I are pretty close and have deep late-night conversations (via IG direct) sometimes. A few nights ago I told her that I think I have some bi curiosities. She was supportive and listened without making it weird. It actually felt like our relationship deepened after I shared that. Now I’m considering opening up even more and telling her that I’ve started tasting and eating my own cum (I’ve done it a few times and really like it). Part of me wants that full honesty with her, but I’m not sure if it’s too much information even if we’re close.Has anyone here told a sibling (or close family member) about their cum eating / own cum play? How did they react? Was it worth it or did things get awkward later?Appreciate honest opinions, especially from people with solid sibling relationships.

I randomly started sending my older sister sexy bikini and lingerie model photos from Instagram. At first it was just a joke, but she told me she actually likes them and has started sending me pages she follows with the same kind of content. We’ve been swapping these thirst traps back and forth for a while now. It feels surprisingly normal between us, but I also get a weird thrill knowing it’s my own sister I’m sharing this stuff with. Is this as taboo as it feels or are other people doing similar things with siblings? (We’re both adults, nothing physical has happened, just sharing pics.)

I randomly started sending my older sister sexy bikini and lingerie model photos from Instagram. At first it was just a joke, but she told me she actually likes them and has started sending me pages she follows with the same kind of content. We’ve been swapping these thirst traps back and forth for a while now. It feels surprisingly normal between us, but I also get a weird thrill knowing it’s my own sister I’m sharing this stuff with. Is this as taboo as it feels or are other people doing similar things with siblings? (We’re both adults, nothing physical has happened, just sharing pics.)

Hey folks, I've been swallowing my own cum recently. Almost every time I feel a bit stomach-ache afterward. have you experience this?

Hey, I'm wondering if folks has experience swallowing semen (own or others') when someone is watching? I've seen so many people here that have done this in front of their partner, but any wild experience in front of other people?

Hey, I have this curiosity that how it feels to swallow own cum while someone is watching? Have you ever done this? Who was the person? I think it’s so hot, and I feel the other person seeing encourages me to swallow:)

I have a fantasy to be in a trail or any outdoor place and while sitting and jerking off I bring my mouth close and open up while someone "suddenly" catches me lol

I’m looking for a discord channel to talk freely about this kink and share and hear experience
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