u/big-milky-girl

24F.

I've been single all my life, a total virgin lol. I blame the anxiety, ha.

I'm a little insecure about my looks - I'm quite tall, 5'10, I'm soft, curvy, too chubby for my liking lol. I've managed to lose 30lbs in the last couple of years and my acne has cleared up a lot lately so that's made me feel better lol.

Usually I'm quite focused on what i want, which is to look put together (as much as I can be lol! Adhd...) with my nice fitted clothes and my nice makeup and hair done up.

But then sometimes I think wouldn't it be great to just let go...

I think I posted before about this but I just have this fantasy about going to a club or a bar, anywhere really, and letting a guy knock me up. I'm quite fertile, and if I look past my insecurities then i think I'm fairly attractive - big boobs (g cups), soft all over, a cute face, long auburn hair. I'm pale as white paper though haha.

And I think I'd do it a few times, different guys, just to be sure something has really taken root. I wouldn't take a test, lol, im so forgetful haha, blame the adhd. And after a few weeks, after the nausea and the breast tenderness and the aversion to certain smells and the fatigue, my clothes would sit strange.

My trousers would stop buttoning, I'd have to either wear joggers or purchase some new jeans, thinking it's so strange mines have stopped fitting. I eat well, I take care of my gut health. Whatever, its probably just a period bloat.

Then it would be my shirts. I already have big tits, but I think I'd be excited about them growing bigger. I've always wanted bigger ones, I'm a bit greedy lol. So I wouldn't mind buying a bigger bra, I wouldn't mind the sudden tenderness or sensitivity. The fact that my work shirts are beginning to not fit over my chest, buttons straining.

Eventually my work trousers won't fit over my thighs, let alone my hips. I'm constantly bloated, my belly feeling tight and firm, and my tits have swelled up past even my new bras. They feel tight and heavy, and my pale areola have changed to a dark berry colour. My nipples have swollen into thick stubby teats, sensitive and tingling and all too tempting to play with while my hand roams over my swollen and taut belly.

I'd have to apply to work remotely for my job, I can't work like this! My clothes are hanging off me, my tits and hips have grown so much that nobody would be able to focus on their work. My pencil skirt and Button up shirt would bust open the moment I try to sit down.

They'd agree, and I'd be content to sit at my home desk in an oversized t-shirt and panties, unaware that my body is continuing to swell and blossom and outgrow more clothes.

And then one day I'd feel it, or see it. I'm laying in the bath, soapy and horny, when there's a strange fluttering feeling in my guts. My heart stops when I see a small lump moving under the skin of my belly. Now everything makes sense.

*sigh*... if only I was in a position to make this my reality... oh well...