edit: why tf are random mfs adding me asking if i want their plug? i keep telling them the only plug i need is the one im putting in their dads ass while i fuck him. how do i get the dm’s to stop 😭
im a pretty heavy coke user (username implied lmao)
i recently heard about cocaine psychosis, can anyone tell me more about it? i take antidepressants, 2 anti anxieties, mood stabilizers, and anti psychotics. i feel like im magically immune to any kind of drug induced psychosis, besides like meth or some shit but i dont wanna do those “heavier” drugs lmao. (i actually snorted meth one time and i hated it so smoking it doesnt seem like fun either) im just getting a little worried bc i havent been taking my meds very consistently this year. i had a whippets od at the beginning of the year, so my coke use has gone down, but im still a pretty casual user. at least 2 times a week. im just wondering if anyone knows about the coke induced episodes and if theyre even real.
and before anyone is like “dont mix medications with drugs” ive been drinking since day 1 of taking them, i smoke weed and tobacco every day and have for years, i had a whole nitros oxide phase, and the consistent coke use really started back at the end of 2024. ik that taking meds and doing drugs can be a horrible (and/or even fatal) mix. tbh, i kinda just like playing with my life. i dont find myself as very important or even worthy of being part of society. i also find myself most enjoyable when i am intoxicated. fucked up me is loved by everyone. sober me (which is what i call myself when im just smoking weed bc im always smoking) is fucking weird and quiet. sober me barely has anyone get along with her. (i usually refer to myself in third person so calling myself “sober me” and not “sober ____ (my name)” feels weird lmao)
anyway, if anyone has any cool, scientific, or even personal info on the whole psychosis thing id be very grateful to read it all! :)