People love to talk about delusions of sobriety on Xanax, but I once took 420 mgs of XR addy within probs a 18 hour period because “I wasn’t feeling it.” For some reason I don’t really get this on coke, but I get the delusions of sobriety on adderall really badly
Anyone else love attention on coke? I’m diagnosed with social anxiety so I’m typically pretty shy, and the need for attention doesn’t have me doing crazy shit and going overboard, but I’ll find myself craving it. Like I’ll check my socials to see how much attention I got with the legitimate thought “let’s see how much attention I got”. I’ll also start watching videos of myself I posted on TikTok back over and over and naturally thinking I’m hot shit because I do way too much coke at a time. I can’t get my hands on as much adderall usually but I’m pretty sure if I remember correctly that it’s the same shit. The other stuff is just obvious shit, like I wanna talk a lot to everyone (like rn). I’m a pretty shy person who doesn’t like the spotlight normally so I’ve definitely noticed a difference. I’ve heard of the being self absorbed, but does anyone else start craving attention???
TL;DR: When I’m on coke I verbatim think to myself about how I want attention