u/blackbbwsbitch

Just to be clear I know this is impossible but I just want to vent. I’m tired of the stress of bills and life. I wish I had a rich effeminate twink who could take care of me and the bills while I focus on my creative career. Someone who will Make sure the bills are covered while I record, and be excited and ready to suck my cock like a good little bitch boy at the end of the day when work is done. I know this is selfish, lazy, and unrealistic but god damnit this is what I want 😭

First off I’m a male. 2nd off I’m currently in a heterosexual relationship. And while I would say I’m generally happy in this relationship there are a lot of things I miss about being single and being Bi. One of them is just how much bottoms love sucking dick. I’ve been with women who enjoy giving some head on occasions with no expectation for anything more (at that time.) but for me personally it’s just not the same. Bottoms just seem to enjoy it more. I can feel it when I feel them eagerly devouring my cock and taking it to the back of the throat, and by the fact that I’ve had dudes who just wanna suck dick and nothing else. Like I literally had 2 dudes who I saw regularly and every time they would come over they would come JUST to suck my dick (made me feel like a real king). One of the dudes hit me up one time asking if I was free for a bit because he was “craving it.” I told him I was free for about an hour and he said that’s fine he didn’t need much time and he was 5 min away. Got some surprise head almost immediately on a random Wednesday, top 5 experiences of my life.