I’m 29 and I live for getting filthy with random girls on Reddit while I’m married

I’ve been with my girlfriend for three years. It’s a good relationship. She’s sweet, loyal, the sex is comfortable and regular. On paper I shouldn’t need anything else.

But almost every night I end up on here hunting for random girls who want it nasty. I don’t waste time with small talk. I tell them exactly how I’d pin them down, spread them open, and use every hole until they’re shaking. I get off on making them write back just as filthy — how wet they are, how they’d take it, what they’d let me do if we were alone.

The best chats turn into full scenes. I’ll describe walking into their place, already hard, pushing them against the wall, ripping clothes off, bending them over the nearest surface and fucking them rough while they moan about being my dirty little secret. Or I’ll make them get on their knees in the chat, look up, and take it deep until tears run down their face. I want every wet sound, every time their legs give out, every time they come on my cock described in detail.

Most of it stays pure text, long and graphic. But when the conversation is good and she starts trusting me, sometimes a photo slips through — tits pressed together, fingers shiny, a wet spot on her panties she took just for me. Those rare pictures make me stroke slower and edge harder while I keep typing.

A few nights ago my girlfriend was on her knees giving me a blowjob. Soft, eager, looking up at me. The entire time I was thinking about the last girl I was chatting with. How much filthier she talked. How the thought of degrading some random Reddit slut while my girlfriend sucked me was what actually made me throb and finish in her mouth.

I should feel guilty. Instead I just open the app again the second I’m alone.

I’m not looking for love or a meetup. I just want women who match my energy and aren’t afraid to get disgusting with me in chat. Tell me how you’d take it. Make it filthy enough that I can’t stop reading.

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u/boss_babua — 1 day ago

29M | In a happy relationship… and still can’t stop cheating online

I’ve got a genuinely good thing going with my partner. She’s kind, loyal, and honestly better than I deserve. On paper everything is perfect.

And yet here I am, night after night, talking to random women on Reddit, flirting, and more often than not crossing into full-on sexting. The guilt is constant. Some days it sits heavy in my chest. Other days the thrill of doing it while she’s asleep next to me overrides everything.

I’ve never taken it offline and I don’t plan to. But the secrecy, the risk, the way it feels when someone replies… it keeps pulling me back.

I’ve stopped pretending I’ll quit. At this point I’ve just accepted that this is part of who I am. Looking for others who get it... the guilt, the addiction, the double life. If you’re in the same boat or just want to talk (or more), message me.

Prefer women.

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u/boss_babua — 5 days ago

29M | In a happy relationship… and still can’t stop cheating online

I’ve got a genuinely good thing going with my partner. She’s kind, loyal, and honestly better than I deserve. On paper everything is perfect.

And yet here I am, night after night, talking to random women on Reddit, flirting, and more often than not crossing into full-on sexting. The guilt is constant. Some days it sits heavy in my chest. Other days the thrill of doing it while she’s asleep next to me overrides everything.

I’ve never taken it offline and I don’t plan to. But the secrecy, the risk, the way it feels when someone replies… it keeps pulling me back.

I’ve stopped pretending I’ll quit. At this point I’ve just accepted that this is part of who I am. Looking for others who get it..the guilt, the addiction, the double life. If you’re in the same boat or just want to talk (or more), message me.

Prefer women.

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u/boss_babua — 5 days ago

M29 Bangalore. It's a bangin friday isn't it folks. I'm just lurking if anyone's feeling casual.

Let's spend the rest of the day in our respective beds but make it much more interesting.

Let's spend the rest of the day in our respective beds but make it much more interesting.

Let's spend the rest of the day in our respective beds but make it much more interesting.

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u/boss_babua — 8 days ago

Men: what are some hard facts about women (sexually or otherwise)?

Based on the different experiences by men here, what is something you've learned?

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u/boss_babua — 9 days ago