Lol I know some peeples were interested in seeing the result, I just hardly take pictures so didn't get around to it. It also is not what I intended but that's what I get for starting a 2-3 day task at 10pm and doing all the steps in one night 🤣🤣. So here we are! The last pic is how the color would have turned out if I was patient 😁😇 Instead I look like a store brand Sprite advertisement
I'm currently in a weird mood of being, well chatty obvi, but also just silly with a dash of hyper. We could all joke around and maybe make eachother laugh, send funny memes or gifs, just fun happy vibes. I just thought it might be easier to make a post and add ppl in one space instead of switching chats so often.
(Also I'm not always hyper and could at some point make a more chill vibes chat maybe? I dunno I'm rambling) ok I guess reply or dm and we'll go from there! 🤪🤘
Mv bf, or ex reallv, is back from being gone for a week. It's awkward and uncomfortable and mavbe even annoying. So instead of being around that decided at 9pm to bleach. tone. and dve my hair and skiing and adhd and putting my mind to do something hasn't worked out well cuz I keep getting sidetracked. 😆 l'm going to go do toner now, I still have a long ass way to go but l'm determined. I' maybe try to add a pic if I can remember to lol Wish me luck! And motivation and focused vibes! 🤞🫶
My bf, or ex really, is back from being gone for a week. It's awkward and uncomfortable and maybe even annoying. So instead of being around that I decided at 9pm to bleach, tone, and dye my hair 🤣 and skiing and adhd and putting my mind to do something hasn't worked out well cuz I keep getting sidetracked 🤦🏻♀️. I'm going to go do toner now, I still have a long ass way to go but I'm determined. I'll maybe try to add a pic if I can remember to lol 😆. Wish me luck! And motivation and focused vibes! 😂
At least I think it's a good one, and would use the shit out of it lol
Instead of like adult "I'll pay for your company"... I just think there should be a service when someone just needs to be held and comforted and hugged and they can just ignore the fact the person is having a meltdown and can't stop crying and just doesn't let them go thru it alone.
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Anyone want to keep me company and chat? Maybe help me forget about my ex cuz I'm over being the only one "not fine" lol. No, I'm not horny yet... please don't dm me with that right out the gate. I could GET horny but if you don't wanna put in work then move along I guess lol.
This is most likely not going to resonate with anyone and that's ok lol. But because of how fcking random and unbelievable it is (at least to me), I really don't have anyone I can actually vent to about it so here I am.
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I won't go into the entire back story cuz at this point there's really no reason to, I have broken up with him because I know I deserve better and it's what I needed to do etc, and I also know I shouldn't keep annoying myself by doing what I keep finding myself doing... it'll go away I know it will, this is just a vent lol.
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(Now ex) bf never wanted to hook up with me even tho I really really really wanted to for the love of god. Found out he was hooking up with webcam girls and it was all over the internet, had his OWN videos/content out there, did it on my car my truck and my mom's car... and all of that is just iceberg tip shit. If I have a tray full of stuffs and I'm alone, I keep "investigating" even tho I have zero reason to anymore. I dunno maybe now it's just cuz I know how good I am at it and I get bored lol. But I've stumbled on so many other things that I literally can't keep up and also... at the end of all of it, I always have the same questions... How in the fuck does this even happen and/or is this just a rare example or is this just how guys are now?
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Wasn't hard at all to find he was with girls, guys' wives, group things, homewreckers and cheating kinks etc. From there not hard to find accts where he posted solo content. Well, once you know how to find that I don't know why I keep digging but then it goes to this entire other level of guys and "curious" or clothing or toy collections or no I'm only this way online but don't want to be irl.
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Dude... I'm super open minded. I literally don't care about any of that and what ppl are curious about or into and what they're willing to talk about or not.
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What I'm wondering tho is, did they just keep getting bored with porn and it had to escalate to be turned on anymore and this is how the road goes? Or were they always into it and it took dabbling in hundreds of different subreddits to find his "tribe" or whatever? How could he be into alt/egirls, milfs, short, no tits, huge tits, skinny, bbw, pale, tan lines, redhead, goth, shy/quiet, baddies, gentle, rough, dom, femmedom, bi curious, trans, femboy, cross dressing, reddit made me do it, gooning, abstinent, horny but caging my horny, I hope no one notices, doing this out in the open so everyone might see, who's in my area and wants to hookup, role play only.
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Fck... if that's how all guys are I quit cuz that sounds exhausting trying to meet all those requirements.
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(Ugh, I'm sorry this was a bigger vent than I planned. But I spent all the time to type it and don't want to delete it so I'll just throw it out there like when ppl let balloons go and they hit power lines or something).