u/bushad69

So eto na nga, I've been thinking about this for days now. Ang overwhelming paden ng lungkot and curiosity ko kung san ako nagkulang, lol.

So, i engaged in an orgy at an office building a few days ago, it was good, pero the after nut clarity made me feel a mix of emotions.

For context, Kakatapos lang ng work ko, as usual instead of going home, i went to a mall to cruise, 4pm palang nag cru cruise nako, syempre, dahil nga sari sari ang mga tripper at dahil sa mga bantay, I wasn't able to bust my nut. Sa tagal ng pag lalakad ko, Nakita ko si Cruiser 1(C1) and mukhang kakatapos lang den ng work nya.(Physically, mukha syang arab filipino btw)He's not really my type, so kahit lage syang nakatingin ng malagkit saken sa mga CR na napupuntahan ko, dedma lang ako. May itsura naman sya, it's just that he's not my type. Lumipat ako ng Katabing mall later on since imposible sa unang mall na to maka score.

So ayun na nga, pag lipat ko ng mall, naka chamba ako at na suck ng isang Fil chi dad. Hindi ren naman nagtagal at umalis ako dahil nga may mga cruiser na hindi mukhang safe at baka mavideohan ako,lol.

I decided to just sit somewhere and rest since it's hella tiring na maglalad ng maglakad lol.

Here's the Main event people!

I decided to go back to the second mall, same CR where i got sucked by fil chi dad, pagkadating ko dun, pumasok si Cruiser 2 (C2)., his height is around 5'7 and he looks like a nerd with his glasses, plus he's got that vibe na mukhang galing sa Big 4 unis. Since kameng dalawa nalang, we started jerking off, may halong kaba den kase wala kameng watcher, lol. I can see how happy and horny he is with me and my body, ang sarap den nyang sumubo plus he loves licking my nipples. We're so into each other by the way he looks at me. Hanggang sa naudlot na nga dahil may tao na pumasok sa CR lol,.

Since nasa cubicle na yung pumasok na guy, me and C2 continued, kita ko na kinakabahan den sya sa pagpasok nun,lol. Hanggang sa dumating na si C1 sa CR and may kasama sya na another horny cruiser (C4), he's a tall twink na mukhang galing den sa trabaho. C1 convinced me and C2 to join them na maghanap ng ibang CR since we might get caught. C2 looks hesitant but since i agreed, sumama na sya. Hanggang sa eto na nga, naging Chatty na si C1 samen, mukhang kakilala nya na si C4 and close sila, sa tagal ng paglalakad namen at small talks, na feel ko na nag iba yung vibe ni C2 saken after he heard what me and C1 was talking about (Here's our convo)

C1: kanina pa kayo dito?

C2: kakarating ko lang

Me: oo

C1: oo nga eh kanina pa kita nakikita, siguro nakarami kana

Me: hindi naman haha

Medyo na awkward ako kase di ko alam if it's a good or bad thing for C2 to hear na baka pang ilan ko na sya (kahit pangalawa palang syang nag suck saken, lol) . Hanggang sa dumating kame sa isang office building where we decided to continue our deed. Pagka pasok namen sa vacant CR, sinara na ni c1 yung pinto and that's where we all started to hook up. C1 ordered C2 and C4 to kiss while we're all jerking off, to our surprise, C4 is a horse cocked twink! Tangina lagpas na sa pinag sameng kamay namen ni C2 yung trub nya! Later on, C1 and C2 kissed afterrwards and me and C4 naman ang nag kiss, C2 kneeled down and sucked C1 and C4(medyo di na nya pinansin yung saken and i kinda felt bad, lol) but later on sinama nya nako. C4 kept kissing me passionately, pero bumibitaw ako, so he continued with C1. Then later on nag 3 some kiss silang tatlo, that's when i felt like an outcast, lol. Although I'm not really a kisser type of guy, mukhang nag jive silang tatlo, i went down to C4's horsecock and ang sarap mag deep throat and mabulunan sa tarub nya!

We're all so tense kase anytime pwedeng may pumasok sa CR ng building but we kept going anyway, basang basa na mga tarub namen ng laway ni c2 and precum, and syempre, i decided to cum first, then sumunod si C1. C2 and C4 continued to kiss and later on sila na yung huling nilabasan, punong puno ng modta yung sahig .

After we all came, sabay sabay pa kame nag hugas lol. Then sabay sabay na den kame lumabas, i can feel na nag jive silang tatlo habang ako, parang naging bystander nalang. Wheneveri try to small talk C2 mukhang he's not as happy as before, lol so i stopped talking nalang. Habang naglalakad, C1 talked and joked about my looks pa, which made me feel conscious on how others see me (here's how it went)

C1: Diko inaakala na papatol ka saken at sasama ka

Me: (awkward smile) haha bakit?,

C1: Ang suplado mo kase tignan parang mahirap ka makasama

Me: (tumawa nalang) haha hindi naman

C1: diko nga ine expect na saken ka makakasama, kanina kapa nang iisnob eh

Me: hehe sorry naman

C1: (tumawa den) C4(mentioned c4's name), diba mukha syang di pumapatol saten?

C4: onga eh, parang di papatol sa katulad ko

Me: (natahimik nalang habang nakangiti,lol)

C1: san pala kayo galing? (Referring to me and C2)

Me: work, nagpalipas oras lang

C2: work den, nag gym lang after

C1: mukhang di ka galing sa trabaho, parang hindi pamg office yung suot mo eh

Me: ganto lang ako manamit hahaha

C1: mukhang mahal nga yung damit mo(referring to my jacket)

Me: sampay lang yan ng kapitbahay, sinungkit ko lang(pabiro ko sinabe hahaha)

Later on as we walk, dun ko narealize na C4 pala is working at a store sa mall nung nilabas nya yung ID nya. Naging awkward naden yung paglalakad namen for me since mag focus na si C1 na kausapen si C2 and later on, C2 gave his contact info kay C1.in my head, napapaisip ako why C2 grew cold on me,was it because he heard im cruising long before our encounter? Inaaya nila akong tatlo na sumabay, but since i find it awkward na, umalis nako and humiwalay.

This encounter still leaves a question mark inside my head on why they felt that way about me, borderline insecure naden siguro about how i socialize with others and perform in these sex scenarios lol. Pakiramdam ko may mali saken kung bakit parang naintimidate sila😓. Ang lungkot lang den na parang walang naging bed chemistry na nabuo towards me. Napapa tanong tuloy ako sa sarili ko, should i improve my socialising skills for better bed chemistry? Or am i just with the wrong people? Ayoko nang maulit ang awkwardness post nut.

END. Anyway, any comments and engagements about how i act are welcome, lol.

Okay, this happened at a cruising spot located at a grocery store in an impoverished city😂.

Nagpunta ako sa area na to cause i missed the good old glory days of it's cruising spots. Buti nalang etong grocery na to eh buhay paden kahit pano ang nightlife,lol.

So eto na nga, nagpunta ako sa cr ng grocery na to(na medyo under renovation) para mag CR, pagka pasok ko may watcher na agad dun sa sink area na constru (c1). So dumiretso nako sa urinal and ayun, andon ko nakita si second blue collar worker which is also a constru guy(c2). Nagpanggap akong umiihi hanggang sa umalis sa tabi ko si c2 then may pumasok na pangatlong constru (c3) at pumalit sa inalisang urinal ni c2. At dahil nga namiss ko mag exhib sa lugar na to, i started flashing my cock kay c3, di na sya nag sayang ng oras at jinakol nya nako agad, sakto den dahil huli nya kiliti ko. Hindi sya matangkad,sakto lang pero bato bato katawan nya, mga gantong klase ng lalake kinakalibugan ko🤤.

Dahil andali kong nalibugan, pinakita namen kay c1 and c2 na nag tri trip na kame. Shett lumapit talaga silang dalawa para sumuso sa chest ko at humalik sa katawan ko. Si c2, mula sa paghalik ng katwan ko bumaba na sya sa pag suck saken habang si c1 naman dinidede parehong chest ko. Ako naman, jinakol kona si c3. Sa totoo lang, hindi sila mga gwapo but what makes me so hot and horny during that time was the fact na puro sila constru! Constru guy are hot af for me! Plus they're the definition of 'Masc' sa totoo lang.

Habang pinagpi piyestahan nilang tatlo katawan ko, nag jakol na si c2 hbang sinusuck nyako, ako naman na tempt na i tease ng paa ko yung burat nya, tangina game na game si gago nung finoot job ko sya and nilaro ko yung balls nya. For reference, matangkad and chubuff na constru si c2, and the image if him kneeling and letting me play his cock using my feet feels like heaven.

After a few mins, nilabasan nako and nilunok ni c2 lahat. Dali dali ako nagpunta sa sink area to wash ny cock. And wala pang 5 mins, may pumasok na si filam guy, ang gwpao nya at astig ng dating nya! pero halata mong sya yung tipo ng lalake na mixed dahil ginawang parausan ng foreigner father nya yung nanay nya tas iniwan ,lol. Dumiretso sya sa urinal para umihi, tas nagulat nalang ako kase kilala pala sya ni c3, tas binibiro nya na magparaos na daw. Tangina !! Medyo nadismaya ako na maaga ako nag cum dahil kung nagkataon, maabutan pala nyako😓. Anyway, umalis den naman sya agad. Then sumunod ako, but diko na sya nakita.

Yun lang. Babalik ako sa lugar na to at Sana matikman ko sya😂