u/camport95

When I first started smoking weed everyday (around 2013) I was around 17 and saw shapes and shit when I smoked, heart pounding out of my chest and incredibly anxious.

Is it because my tolerance now is much, much higher than what it was in my first year of regular consumption.

OR, is it how the weed was grown back in 2013 (illegal) compared to 2026 dispensary flower. I'd get really baked at 17, cotton mouth felt incredibly weird but went away within a year or so but I definitely had some chronic cotton mouth going on for awhile.

My other neighbor told me only moments before my building manager. She was trans (born male before surgery), but they found her dead in bed this morning, likely an OD. I knew her problem was getting worse and all, but she still was a good person.

I wasn't as close and another neighbor or her boyfriend, they were her two best friends. His mom passed 3 years earlier and now best friend too, they'll both need some time. RIP old friend, she was 26.

Player 120 in the Netflix Squid Game Series reminds be of her, even though she was 4 years younger than me we chilled all the time in 2023-2026 and it's said because she had two cats pass and now her. All here in 2023. I'm gonna have a beer tonight for their honor tonight.

I'm gonna give my neighbor space for now and another is working so I'm alone in a head space not good after such a long weed, nicotine and alcohol break. She was the one who I got back on cigarettes with after over 4 years off them. They'll be missed, we drank coffee and seshed almost daily for the longest time.

My four options and two selections possible outcomes (between alcohol, weed, nicotine and caffeine).

- A: alcohol and weed stay, nicotine and caffeine go.

- B: nicotine and caffeine stay, alcohol and weed go.

- C: alcohol and caffeine stay, weed and nicotine go.

- D: weed and nicotine stay, alcohol and caffeine go.

- E: weed and caffeine stay, nicotine and alcohol go.

- F: nicotine and alcohol stay, weed and caffeine go.

This idea was copied over from the sober sub, if you could take two substances with you and leave two (you can also swap substances out with another selections, just two selections max with four options max. I say because I have CHS (Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome), I'd go with B, C or F. A, D and E are too risky. F is the biggest killers, so between B or C. It's say C, save a lighter for the camp fire, it's Bailey's or pack your damn tent up.