27F i like getting worse for men

my whole reason for edging myself is because im addicted to misogyny and patriarchy porn. i like letting men pick out my porn and control my pleasure and denying me my orgasm because girls shouldn't cum. i love love love the emotional/psychological sadists who manipulate me. men who encourage me to get worse ๐Ÿ˜ i have a few rules i need to follow now so I wont lose control, but other than that I just love obeying men and making them cum.

u/creampiesnroses โ€” 8 days ago

27F i like getting worse for men [misogyny]

if this isnt ok to post on here just lmk and I'll take it down. Ive just been keeping this to myself and i need to be honest...

my whole reason for edging myself is because im addicted to misogyny and patriarchy porn. i like letting men pick out my porn and control my pleasure and denying me my orgasm because girls shouldn't cum. i love love love the emotional/psychological sadists who manipulate me. men who encourage me to get worse ๐Ÿ˜ i have a few rules i need to follow now so I wont lose control, but other than that I just love obeying men and making them cum.

u/creampiesnroses โ€” 8 days ago

I have no discipline [misogyny kink]

I noticed that whenever I'm chatting with a man and edging for him I can edge non-stop. Yes I'll go crazy but I can stay on the edge easily. But once I'm edging by myself with no one to talk to I get maybe 3-5 edges before I go over. Sometimes I don't even want to but it's like I forget all the lessons I've been taught and cum anyways. Idk how to stop this! Just recently I had to do my first ever punishments as a non-masochist and the pain definitely helped keep me in line...for about a day. Its whenever I have free reign that I mess up.

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u/creampiesnroses โ€” 13 days ago

I can never find what I need [control][misogyny ok]

I'm having such a tough time finding the right Daddy dom. I'm 27F, (former?) lesbian, and recently got into denial and edging because of misogyny porn. I want to be a good girl, I just need help. Everyone is either overly aggressive right off the bat, or is too damn nice. I need a strict daddy who will make me earn my right to edge, ruin, cum (rarely), and enforce punishments. I've gotten a lot of tips/rules from some men I've talked to and I apply them as much as I can...I just don't have the discipline to do this by myself.

u/creampiesnroses โ€” 18 days ago