u/curriossissy

I am extremely into the lifestyle I want it bad but I consistently make myself belief I am wrong for it and purge does anyone have any ideas or recommendations to stop myself from doing this I really want to stop purging I get rid of everything and undo all I’ve done but then I hate myself for that because that’s not what I want I know some people have said about hypno and things like that but I truly don’t have any idea about things that will work for it…
Thank you