u/cutelittlemina

Hi everyone 🌸

I am giving you another update. And it’s a little hard to write this since my daddy told me I have to write it while wearing these painful metal clips on my nipples. They hurt so bad. But honestly - it makes my pussy really wet when I wear them too 🙈🙈

So I’m sorry if I sounds less composed.

I am still doing well in my denial and being good. I have done 16/100 of my anal edges. But I had a little mishap with one of my other tasks that I am not getting exactly right yet.

So to help me learn better my daddy said my anal edges are paused and instead I am to hump the air 5 times a day playing with my nipples, each time when I look in the mirror and repeat about what I am there for. To look pretty and be silent and stay still.

And oh my god I was such a mess today after that. My legs were covered. I wanted to suck my daddy’s cock so bad.

I hope I can do it better tomorrow🙈

Hi everyone. I have some more things I would like to let you know about - over my past few days. I have still been being going completing my anal edging and staying denied. So this part is happy news.

But also - I have been learning some more things. Like about how to serve better. To be good entertainment for others. And so I’ve had to do some extra tasks.

Like a few days ago - my daddy said while fingering my ass I had to look at a man. So I did this while I was in my car. I looked at a man across the way and - he didn’t see me - but as I edge my asshole the whole time I looked at him - begging him please to look at me. Imagining presenting myself. And my pussy got so wet from this and I realize my daddy was right. I did need this exposure to learn better.

And then yesterday - I had to be naked on my knees in the mirror. Humping the air and looking at myself. Watching myself. Telling myself over and over what I am. My daddy’s fucktoy who is meant to serve cock. For 5 minutes - but it felt longer and shorter at the same time. I realize too I love my speech being controlled just like my pussy. It’s very appropriate for a slut like me.

This picture is from one of my anal edges in a public bathroom. Which now I am at 12/100

Hi everyone! I have been doing much better so far - keeping up with my daily anal edging. I took this picture right after I edged myself right here somewhere in public - and this is what I was wearing all day. With no panties too.

And I felt like such a stupid dumb slut with everyone walking by me noticing. What do you think everyone thought? They can tell I am so desperate? Oh my god it’s so embarrassing but exciting🥺

Hi everyone. My name is Mina 🌸

I am a permanently denied slut and owned slave. I’m very excited because my owner is allowing me to share my denial journey here. I’ve looked up to this community for a long time, so I’m nervous, but also really happy to finally be able to write this.

Until yesterday, my last orgasm was March 20, 2026. I was proud that I had been denied for so long, and I wanted to be able to tell you all how far I had made it.

But then something happened this weekend.

I was getting fucked very hard and trying so, so hard not to cum. But for one second, I felt like I lost control. I didn’t even fully understand what happened. I didn’t know if I had really cum.

But of course I told my daddy, and he said that if I wasn’t sure, then it counted.

So yesterday, I had to be punished and reminded of my place — why I never deserve to cum.

I had to follow instructions, wear what I was told, stay where I was told, and drink what I was told. I wasn’t allowed to move freely. Even using the bathroom was not my decision anymore.

Then I had to humiliate myself. I had to picture myself being displayed in front of people, used and laughed at, while still continuing because I was told to.

I had to keep my eyes closed and my legs open while playing with my nipples. Somehow — even though nothing was touching my pussy except my tight jeans — I came during my punishment for cumming. Thinking about everyone watching me, combined with all the built-up pressure, just made me lose control.

I was so ashamed. I couldn’t believe it happened. I was completely overwhelmed, especially since I had been trying so hard to behave.

So now I have to start 100 edges — all outside my home except for one a day inside — so I can be sure to be edged daily. But they will all be anal only, to remind me of my position.

So my denial starts again. And I have to accept that I still have much to learn about being owned, controlled, and useful.

I’m embarrassed to introduce myself this way, but this is the truth. And I hope I can do so much better.