u/cvspharmaccy

I can't help but want his attention all of the time. I missed my opportunity to get dicked down and now I have to wait until August.

Now, I want his attention. I want him to text or call me and have him tell me about all the things he wants to do to me. I want to know exactly how he'll manhandle me, how he'll face fuck me, and whatever else he can think of. I want to know.

Absolutely antagonizing.

Edit: I want to tell him that I love his attention and just talking to him. But I'll probably drive him away </3

For context, he wanted to meet before he left campus, but I had my first ever dick appointment that day later in the day and just wasn't showered or anything yet and I was busy with WFH stuff.

Anyways, we kept texting, and he reeeeeeeeally liked me. Let's just say that. The only issue is that I have to wait until he comes back for the fall semester (3 months from now) to get absolutely destroyed by this guy. I'm lowkey pissed about it, butttt what can you do.

Anyways, we agreed to keep texting and what not over the summer. As well as going to the gym together when he got back and post-workout sessions.

Anyways, overall, I'm pissed I let him get away and for lowkey starting a situationship of sorts.

I met a guy off of grindr for a hook up, and he will be coming to my place today, potentially, if things work out. I've shared my boundaries, and he is receptive and understanding. We won't be doing anal since I've never done that before, and he's okay with PIV.

Is there anything else I should share/do beforehand?

I plan on buying condoms myself, but I am unsure of what else to do.

i just want a hot guy or nonbinary person with experience to force me around and fuck me. 💔💔 grindr is useless