The night daddy [47] changed everything for me [18]
I've always felt weird about my sexual feelings towards my dad, but recently I've had a growing urge to explore it with others, so I created this account as I wanted to share how it all started.
One night back when I lived with my alcoholic dad, who at the time had recently split up with his girlfriend, he had come up the stairs quite drunk after a night of drinking alcohol like he did most night... I was sleeping until him making noise coming up the stairs woke me. I was annoyed that he had woken me up being loud, but had thought it would be fine as he would soon be in his room and asleep.
This night however he came into my room instead of his own, falling over the place and mumbling random things about his ex-girlfriend. My dad is quite an asshole when he’s drunk so I turn to face the wall, pretending to be asleep, hoping that would deter him from speaking to me. He sat on the end of my bed and things went silent for a moment, I carefully looked over my shoulder and he had his head in his hands, after what felt like forever, the silence soon ended and he began grunting slurs about his ex girlfriend again. First he took off his shoes and then he stood up from the bed and I could hear the sound of his belt rattling, followed by his jeans falling to the floor. Once undressed, he got in my bed.
It wasn’t long before he turned over in my direction and cuddled in to me, which wasn't weird or abnormal as my dad and I cuddled often and I always used to share his bed pretty much every night when I was growing up. Ironically this cuddle fixed the annoyance I had initially had with him for waking me up, and I thought I would now be able to go to sleep. He continued to mumble drunkenly, which made me feel slightly agitated so I nudge back and groaned signalling that I was asleep and for moment he stopped making noise. His cuddles were always the best kind, as someone who was constantly active with his work and would go gym nearly everyday, he had big hairy arms and body which I had always found comfy, this night his cuddles felt extra comfy when he began to move his hands around my body and gently tickle my skin. Although this was new, I still didn't think was strange and I liked how it felt... which is where things got weird.
I liked how it felt… like really like how it felt, that much my cock began to get hard. At this age I got hard over pretty much anything, my cock was always hard lol so I didn't think much of it but I knew I’d be embarrassed if dad noticed so I just kind of grunted again and moved my body, in attempt to make him stop, but he didn't. He continued to softly move his hand around my leg and started humming almost, with his head resting in my neck, he began saying his girlfriend's name and pushing his lips just under my ear. I could feel my cock throbbing and knew it would have been leaking at the point.
Dad’s hand continued to explore my body, he glided it up my legs and began circling around my left butt cheek, all whilst kissing my neck. At this point I was frozen, I didn’t know what to do, but I also didn’t want it to stop. His hands continued to caress the side of my bum, and his kisses were met with soft groans I had only ever overheard from his room when he’d have women over. I could feel his cock hardening up against me and without thinking, I impulsively pushed myself against my dads erection slightly, i still remember how warm his breath felt against my neck when he let out the soft sigh. Slightly pushing myself back had caused my farther hand to fall down off the side of me onto my bed, where his hand met my erect penis.
My dad sort of froze for a moment, his breath became more shallow and his body jolted slightly so his lips were no longer connected to my neck. I was so confused, I had never been so turned on in my life and I couldn’t understand why?? My dad just accidentally brushed past my erection, I thought I’d be embarrassed but after he had been kissing my neck intimately like he had, I was really turned on for him. The silence was thick and lasted forever… my heart was racing and my cock was bouncing so much, brushing my dad’s hand that still hadn’t moved. I remember thinking that this was a once and a lifetime accident that happened, but now my drunk dad knows it’s not his ex-girlfriend he has got in to bed with and it’s a male… his son, he would either go to sleep or get up and leave my room but he didn’t.
He soon moved his hand away from where it had fallen, and although I couldn’t see what he was doing with it, I felt him adjusting his own erection behind me. He then slowly put his arm around me again and cuddled in to me stronger this time, pulling us tightly together and resumed running his hands around my body. I couldn’t believe it. He mumbled “well this is different” as his lips returned to my neck and he placed his hand on my cock. At first he just laid his hand on it which made my cock throb like crazy, and he began to gently hump me slowly. I felt so turned on, it was crazy… and it just kept getting better. Not sure if this was intentional at this point, but as the humping began to get a little more rough, my dads flat hand began moving with the rhythm which felt like he was wanking me… I let out a little groan which led to my dad wrapping his flat hand around my cock, and he began to actually jerk me off.
I remember trying to move my bum enough so that his cock would fall into me, it never did though. I’m not sure what happened but after a bit of time, my dad stopped, got up out of bed and went to his room. We have still never spoken about this, not sure if he remembers or not but I’m sure he would, don’t you think?
Ever since this experience I have found myself fixated on dad/son porn and really turned on by it.