u/dafnemex

So I seem to be a seasonal sissy, on and off for a quite a few years now, many purges, but I end up in the same place, and seem to go deeper each time.

Why I start, and why I stop, are where it’s complex for me. Sometimes I wonder if I start because of porn, because of an inferiority I feel as a man, low confidence as a man, because I desire a certain type of woman that seems unattainable, or even as some sort of punishment to myself.

Sometimes I think I stop because it all becomes a burden, and I no longer want to be confused, and just being a straight male that’s working on himself seems so much more easy and appealing. Maybe a bit of shame as well, or fearing that I’ll die and my family will find my clothes and toys (silly I know, but it’s what goes on in my head).

I’m definitely attracted to women and companionship appeals to me. I’ve been with a lot of women (most were failed relationships, some were flings).

But I also love the idea of being a slutty girl, not even just a woman, with feelings and opinions, but a slut that feels sexy and gets spanked, smells amazing and sucks lots of cock. But even without that, there’s definitely an attraction to cock.

Again, my mind theorizes that it’s because of porn, or lacking the wild sex life with women that I hold as an ideal, so maybe I use this as a way to make it come to life, even if I have to become the type of girl I wanna fuck.

But then I also think why does any of it matter. If it feels good and I’m curious, why not? But I don’t take that extra step, I kind of liked it, but don’t really feel interested in men in my day to day life, unless I’m at home in sissy mode.

I’ve gone on grinder and the cocks excite me, talking to the men as well. So I wonder if it is only a virtual sort of attraction/interest I have. I’ve also gone out walking down city streets fully dressed, with a short skirt, dancing.. it feels great and I crave doing it again.

But even in these situations where I get attention from men or feel sexy, my eyes go to women (trans women as well). So without making this too much longer I basically feel like these different parts of myself are arguing with eachother, and I’m not sure how to integrate them so I feel more whole and like myself as opposed to split into pieces.

How do I know the difference? Do I want to suck a man’s cock? Is it just a fantasy? Am I just trying to cover up mental/emotional issues? Is it just a porn addiction? I’m probably not alone, but would love to hear your thoughts :)

I have body hair and usually use body hair clippers to take down the bulk of it then use a women’s razor to get a really close shave back there (makes anal feel AMAZING!!). My problem is that when I try to shave everywhere else my skin gets irritated and very itchy so I’m stuck with a kind of stubbly feel and I want it to be smooth! Is there any easier way or a way I can at least get rid of the irritation and itchiness?

Okay, so i have the “forced feminization” kink. I obsess about honestly. I get body envy of women, and trans women. I idolize becoming trans and getting on hormones very strongly, but I know its not really realistic? Thats kind off the problem, i crave it and know its a possibilty and that makes me scared. Like i want it for the wrong reasons… I see it as the ultimate “slut” pill. By taking this i could become the ultimate sissy slut. But as you might have guessed I am propably not trans? I guess non binary could work and i could then accept myself for taking my life in this direction. I honest to god ask myself if its really that bad to take hormones, under medical supervisation, because of sexual gratification? I could say alot more about this problem of mine but i will reply ro every single comment.

I have been really into playing with my dildos this past week and have been loving the feeling. There are times where I can feel my prostrate start to throb and the feeling gets really intense. I even start feeling something within my urethra. The feeling is amazing but it starts getting overwhelming and I stop. I catch my breath and repeat. Am I getting close? Occasionally, I will start leaking pre-cum also.

This is a repost of a post I saw a year ago. Hope it helps you.

Been playing sissy games for over 3 years seen some really cool games
Here are the sites where I play or download games
Lewdspot
Mopoga
Porngameshub
Socigames(download)
Lewdzone(download)

They are the top sites in my opinion and my personal favourites
Talking about the games to try

Depends on what types of games you love a complete sissy game or some body swap types

Sissy husband of Evelyn

Earn your freedom

Sissy girlfriend experiment

The Company

Xchange life (have their own site)

Friends of mine

Lust for life (sissy version ) the best out of all

Secretary

Stepmother effect

You throw like a girl

The wife's phone

Ember institute

Perverted education

The Sup

Student xchange program

Transfigure

Camshow mansion

Friends of mine

Fresh starts

Surrendering to my crush

Disruption

Jamie

The good son

Bmo tv

Hitomi sick pleasure

Becoming a femboy

The obey
The blossoming journey
And many more gonna edit if I remember more lol
Enjoy all our free

Hi I’m D and I would love to look more girly any tips on how to make your face more femme? I think I look very manly on my face. And I would like to know tips and tricks to be more femme.