I feel like I'm missing out
I have been consistent with working on my body and ego has been inflating since everyone keeps commenting on my progress, pero I can't help but think: am I missing out?
Before I started working on my body, sinabi ko talaga sa sarili ko, "'pag ako sumarap na, tangina maghahanap talaga ako ng ka-normalan" (milder version of what I really had in mind tbh) 😆 pero now that I'm SOMEHOW nearer to my dream body, 'di pa rin talaga ako confident na I'm desirable (lmao).
Kaso minsan talaga I see the vision eh. I lost the weight pero the boobs are still there (for now), and sobrang mas prominent na yung curves sa waist. Ass can use some work pero 'di na siya pancake. Naglalaban talaga yung "walang magkakagusto sa 'kin" and 'yung "tangina sayang naman 'to kung walang makakakita" 🫠
Had a little (sobrang little) bit of fun before my now-body, 'di ko rin talaga alam saan ako nakahugot ng lakas ng loob then, and really wishing I had that now 🥴
Idek if this is the right subreddit for this. Probably will delete this out of fear of being doxxed, but hopefully this is not a unique experience huhu don't let me be alone in this please 😪
Anyway feel free to share your anecdotes para I'll live vicariously through you nalang 🫥