u/depressionrat

I'm FTM-ish but it's not even necessarily the idea of it as misgendering. It's her wanting me to be cute and fuckable. Maybe I can be a little pathetic and needy, so maybe I should act like a girl when we have sex. If she's taking the time out of her day to even bother to pay attention to me, the least I can do is do what she wants, right?

It's about the control she would exert over me, letting her do whatever she wants to my body, letting her use it and me however she'd like. It's a privilege to be used.

The idea of a woman using me as her personal toy, or whoring me out and allowing others to use me however they please. The idea that I've modified my body to become a better fuck toy, more pleasurable, more fun to play with.

Not being seen as any kind of gender at all, but as a sex toy.

It feels right somehow.

It turns me on so much and makes me so eager to please. From men, I hate it, but from women it just makes me want to do everything right. Having masc language used for my body while being called a good girl is such a mindfuck, in a good way.