I tried anal with cucumber for first and..
I know that cucumber is not the ideal dildo and stuff, but i can't buy the original yet. But anyways i was safe using condom and lube, but even then... I can't insert it all the way in, atleast not to the level I expect to take a dick in.
So what happened is I bought some medium to big sized cucumber and lubed it well ,and my sissyhole too. But when I tried to insert it , it felt really huge for me. I couldn't even take it more than 4 centermeters (more than 1 inch). I did try to insert all sort of way, position but i can't, my sissyhole isn't big enough for these yet ig. I really hoped lube and thoughts that the cucumber might actually be a big black cock might help, but I didn't. It pained a lot.
I do wanna try again with a smaller one. I would like any suggestions on how to actually make it feels better and good instead of just pain and no pleasure.