First time trying exhibitionism
So, I’ve been on this sub for about a month, I first joined out of curiosity but I’ve slowly gotten more and more interested in exhibitionism. The idea always gets me really excited and also extremely nervous. It kind of scares me as I have no idea how to start or who to talk to about it but it is something I’ve considered for a while. I keep trying to work up the courage to try some of the tasks posted here but haven’t yet.
But I am currently on holiday and the hotel I’ve been staying at has one of those elevators with a glass wall which lets you see outside. And I’m not sure what came over me but I was alone and started to masturbate inside my pants, imagining what it would be like if the doors opened or if someone saw me from outside. Honestly it was both exhilarating and terrifying at the same time and I’m not sure what it says about me as a person. I’m still really nervous but am interested in trying more! I just hope this is the right sub for this…
I do have a few questions:
- how do you keep yourself safe?
- are there any really important things a beginner should know?
- I would like to try to understand if anyone I know in person is interested in the same thing so I can discuss it with them, is there a way you can tell or just risk it and ask?
- does this say anything about me as a person?( I’m not sure how to feel about it)
Thanks for any information if possible!