u/erotic_r2d2

I have ate my cum multiple times before, not a lot and every time it was spaced apart from the last. But every time it always ends up in me either regretting it, enjoying then regretting, or I just end up enjoying it but next it ends up the same l can never do it more than 2 times in the same week(I only did once before) its just confusing because i still think about cumming in my own mouth all them time but always chicken out, or I do it then contemplate for another month if i should. Right now im so horny and cant stop thinking about it but still unsure if i should eat it tonight because every other time i ended up stopping again.