u/esvair

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i [M40] think of myself as a beta, feeling very submissive to Females. Currently in a vanilla relationship, even going to get married. But deep down i still have those beta urges.

Normally i try to only look at beta approved porn pictures (censored, from a cucks perspective, captioned,...) whenever i have a free moment.

But when i want to look at regular porn pictures i force myself to pluck a pubic hair from my balls/cock with some tweezers for every new picture i want to view.

i wonder how long it will take for my Fiancé to figure out my pubic hair is disappearing.