Feeling bad for my (22F) bf (22M) because him finishing inside me has turned me into a nympho
This is honestly kind of a vent, as I am actually feeling a little bit bad.
I’ve been seeing this guy for about a month, and we’ve had an incredibly colorful sex life; I have some decently severe kinks and have never told anyone about them, let alone had someone cater to them without me telling them about my kinks. I’d always wanted to be creampied but never had been, not even by accident. So when I had to go on birth control because of my cramps, I obviously asked my boyfriend to finish inside me.
I don’t know what it is, but the absolute serenity I felt after he creampied me was intoxicating. I can’t remember feeling that level of calm or bliss maybe ever; when he does finish in me I usually feel like I can fall asleep right then and there, regardless of circumstance.
So now I won’t really let him not finish inside me. When we’re having sex, I will usually ride until he finishes inside me. When I’m giving him head or a handjob, I tell him to tell me when he’s about to cum, and as soon as any leaves him, I get on top of him and have him finish inside me.
The reason I feel bad about all this is because I’ve always been a horny person and somewhat of a tease, and often would just get him hard randomly just for the love of the game, but now I’m getting him hard and really hoping that he asks me to keep going so I can have him creampie me. And he seems to be running out of steam a little bit. Day before yesterday he said he had finished himself off twice that day, and I made him cum once that day, and twice yesterday, and he seemed to get a little frustrated when I proposed a round 3, saying he just wanted to cuddle. Obviously I am more than happy to do that, and I don’t feel any inclination of disappointment as that day alone he woke me up with head and I finished a lot, we had sex and he finished inside me and I finished a ton, and I gave him a handjob and had him finish inside me, of course we can just cuddle at the end of the day! But I feel bad that he felt that frustration at it.
Anyways, I needed a place where I could very explicitly vent and couldn’t really find one, so I hope this is okay.